Monday, July 31, 2006

MIA

I now officially announced that I will resign from blogging on the

31st July 2006 @ from 6am to 4th Aug 2006, 530pm

No one will find me too.... it's time for...



MIA.

no one will find me.

=)

scratched @ 5.26pm

BITCH FIT 1!

Just like what I did for my previous blogs. I used to have this segment "Deep Thoughts". But now, I'll just use this term... "BITCH FIT"

DEEP THOUGHT BITCH FIT

Well, It's a Sunday. I had a great sleep man! The other 2 bitches stayed over on Friday night all the way to Saturday afternoon. We had fun la. Ms Siti broke her record!

  • That was the first time she had a "slumber party"
  • That was the first time she stayed up THAT LONG!

We all went mad. and started chatting on msn despite the distance of just a footstep. Ms Siti was eating her bua long long! wahahahaha! that yellow BALL! *ahem*

And when I was about to go and SHOWER and get ready to go out. SOMETHING HAPPEN!

Someone rang my doorbell. Neither my mum or me opened the door.

Then, there was a loud bang on the door. My mum opened the door and closed the door behind her. I then heard a loud man voice shouting. I got sooo mad cause no matter what happen, that is not the right way you speak to a woman.

I opened the door, I went outside. And told that man,

"YOU DO NOT RAISE YOUR VOLUME AT A WOMAN!"

And he continued shouting, and I shouted, "YOU DO NOT RAISE YOUR VOLUME AT A WOMAN. THIS SHOWS HOW EDUCATED YOU ARE!" Fuck it.

I was sooooooooooooooooooo mad. And I shall spare the details. Conclusion: He was fucked upside down by me. So what if my mum burn his bedsheet with her finish cig? Her fault, she apologised. You shout at her. YOU KENA FUCKED UPSIDE DOWN BY ME. YOU DON'T LIKE? THEN WATCH YOUR MOUTH. Don't fucking hell talk to me about human nature. Then I'll talk about self-control with you. FUCK IT LA!

WHATEVER~

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

*yawns*

It's like nearly 2.30 am and I'm here blogging. I feel sooooo sleepy. I'm sitting opposite of the other 2 bitches... ... ... presenting... ...

Ms Kim & Ms Siti!!!

My eyelids can hardly open now. And the most sinful thing is that I'm indugling in ice cream! At the rate I'm going, I'm really growing fatter... Eh.. But then I lost 2kgs! OMG! 2 kilos! 2kilos! lalalalalala..... Alright, I'm really so sleepy but...

I'm still in the run with my poly forum!

scratched @ 2.31am

Friday, July 28, 2006

My after school life *smiles*

I must say that i'm getting fatter as each day passes by. Why? Cause my after school life is filled with ice creams, pizzas, hot dogs, cheese balls and stress reliefing! OMG! And to think that Aisyah is my partner in crime! Man! I've a secret I had been hiding for almost a year now. Last year around this time, after I separated from other whole, I went on a diet. I took...

TRIMSLIM.

And it works. You tend to drink a lot of water and.... okays. That aside.

Just imagine if... I've the money to take Trimslim again... whao! My curves will re-appear. My tummy will be flatten again!

man. tmr is cognitive! and gt poly forum meeting somemore! die! sure end very late!

screw!

scratched @ 11. 48pm

Thursday, July 27, 2006

The WANTED post

As much as I said I wanted to rant about certain things that is happening in my life. I guess this is the time and the right post to do it.

So many things have been happening since last few months back. And I've been very very or should I say very tolerant towards it. And I guess it's time for me to start ranting about it. Cause...

THIS BLOG IS MY RANTING GROUND!

and if anyone has a PROBLEM with my post, I suggest you just keep your DAMN GAP SHUT! Cause if you can't accept it, DEAL WITH IT YOURSELF.

This purpose of this ranting post is a combination of sooo many fucking sluts. So it's not only ONE slut. SOooooooOOoo..

I suggest that if anyone have a fucking problem with me, PLEASE SAY IT RIGHT ON MY FACE! Don't be a fucking coward and stab people for behind. Well, I understand that when it comes to you being my close friend, It WOULD BE MORE DIFFICULT.

BUT...BUT... BUT...

These fucking sluts are not even my CLOSE FRIENDS. Ohh... And if anyone is reading this and HAPPEN TO REALISE THAT IT IS YOU! I can offer to teach you how to deal with it. Let's see... you sluts can...


  • Go in front of the mirror and wonder what went wrong do some fucking soul searching, if you do know, good for you, I'm happy for you. If you do not know and still not understand, I suggest the following bullet points.
  • Wash your fucking mouth with detergent.
  • Go for a plastic surgery so that i'll not regonised you. hahahahs! why? cause you will be disfigured! Plastic surgery won't do well on your sluts! wahahahahaha!!!
  • Do a surgery for a SMALLER mouth. Cause, no guys would want a blowjob from you girls when your mouth is sooooo HUGE!

So many people. So many things to rant about.

  1. Do not wear a mask.

To certain extent, those sluts will say that I'm CONTRADICTING myself! WHAT A JOKE! Backstabbers, well, that's the base of the growing stage a teenager encounters. I feel so sad for these people cause they have not pass that stage. Given the average age of the sluts. Well, as much as I wear a MASK always, for all I know, I'm not like some people who backstab people from behind. I don't like you. You can sense it. It's the same! So if I have come up with the conclusion that you don't like me, (and that's of course after much observation of your body language, the looks from your eyes etc. ) So be it! I DO NOT NEED THE WHOLE WORLD TO LIKE ME! And if you say I'm contradicting myself, I've to make it clear that my true self is something that I don't project to anyone anytime and anywhere! AND if I don't like you, I choose to ignore. Unlike some people who "hehheheheheh" with me in front of my face and then stab me from behind. I despise such people. Cause it's not only fake. THEY ARE FAKE AND what's that fucking word when I need that word.. likinpoop?!?! (Is it being spell like that?)

WHATEVER~

One suggestion: GET A LIFE and STOP THESE CHILDISH GAMES. SO SECONDARY SCHOOL! Go and get fuck spiders I think spiders also don't wanna fuck your fucking chee byes errmm.. let's do things in more professional way: VIRGINAS

2. Tongue Twisters

Tongue twisters... tongue twisters... tsk tsk tsk. The most deadly humans?!?!?! Humans who are so paranoid and then assume things about people like that? Let this get straight to you, RUMOURS DON'T KILL! Go ahead. If you think I'm insulting your tan, tsk tsk tsk, spolit brat! I can get a better tan. =) If smoking kills, wahahahahaha... It seems like I LOVE BORROWING MONEY from people isn't it? Well, Tongue twisters ARE BAD! And I SIMPLY LOVE ATTENTION! WhAo~ And I buy magazines to find out whether i'm FEATURED INSIDE! Oh my god? Magazines.. I have been buying "Seventeen" since I was in Secondary 3. And if I only buy magazines to check whether I'm inside. Isn't it TOOOO PATHETIC for me not to be in the magazine for the past 3 years? Sad huh? I wouldn't have the patience to wait for sooo long and given my character and determination, won't I be using that 3 fucking 3 years that I spend waiting to do something about appearing in magazines? And even if I were to be featured in the magazine, all the sluts are not able to fit in. Either fat and ugly, OR slim, pretty but got TATTOOS. As much as I know,

professional models = no tattoos!

Up next is the last one i can think of:

3. Wannabes.

I believe this is the 2nd stage after backstabbers. pathetic wannabes. Don't try to be funny when you are not. Don't try to act like a bitch when you are not. Then again some people say I project myself as a wannabe. OH YES! I'm SUCH A BITCH WANNABE! Oh yes, right Farah, Ru Yun, Ms Siti and Kim? I'M SOOOO PROUD TO BE A FUCKING WANNABE!

YEAH BABEY!

For Your Information: This self-proclaim name or title for myself, "BITCH", has been going on for 3 years. I'M A BITCH AND... ... ... I'M PROUD TO BE ONE! You SLUTS can't be bitches. Don't bitch when you can't. Don't try to... cause it's such a fucking TURN OFF. Continue being SLUTS... which means in my definition: SEX SLAVE FOR ALL! Promiscuous Girl. nono.. such people are still one level up compared to you guys. why not.. Promiscuous Sluts.

With these, I REST MY CASE!

scratched @ 3.31pm

Monday, July 24, 2006

where have it gone?

I think I fail as a blogger.

I still owe the nut family a post.

And I told them I'm too tired.

I owe the readers the MOST WANTED post. which I'm supposed to talk about some serious stuff.

And it is yet to be done.

AND...

I'm really very tired!

AND...

I can't forget that I'm soooo busy with Poly Forum 2006.

Daddy Dickson and me are....

DEAD!

too tired. Cause, we went MAD!

scratched @ 9.10pm

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Monday, July 17, 2006

crazy shopping!

DAMN! Yesterday, I had such a fun day. I had a terrible mood swing so.. I went to Bugis alone. But before every outing, I always cam-whore with my fresh put on make up!!
look like ghost lor! so WHITE!
This is not that bad huh?!?!

I went to the temple to pray for 2 lots. It's kinda weird if I say that I'm a Buddhist. Cause I still think that I'm a free thinker. okays. DIGRESSION!

Daddy then came to meet me and we went to town. He knew that I was in my foul mood and he suggested for us to go shopping! Just to help me DISTRESS!And the first thing I did was to head to the face shop at wisma to buy nail polish. Chose and chose then picked and picked! hahas. But my eyeliner too. And when we headed to the cashier. Daddy started his NONSENSE again. He started paying. FINE! Whatever~

And I kinda fought with him and he said... " DON'T MAKE ME MAKE A SCENE HERE!"

WHATEVER LA! So these are my lovely nail polishES and my eyeliner.


Then we went to Watsons' and I could not find my mascara! aarrgghhsss! I was fed up and Daddy was like, "okays okays, we'll go find it. If not I'll tear the wastons' islandwide down!"

So we walked around Wisma and I saw Bits and Pieces and I dragged him there! hahas. He bought another pair of earrings. Very cute leh! And till now, I'm still eyeing on the huge pair of earrings with colourful beads! That one ar... very nice leh (In Ms Siti's tone)

hahas.

We went rounding again and I saw Istean and I told him that there's a very high possibility for us to find my mascara there. And we found it!

And I must say that the mascara is sooooo good! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!

See the effect? I don't get this kind of effect with just ONE COAT for other mascaras!

Back to shopping: Daddy go and itchy hand, go and get my eye make up remover for me. Wah lau! A lot of money to spend hors!

Then I complained like a little girl la. "Daddy, I'm thirsty!"

He was like "okays okays."

But then, he went rounding in Istean!!! He was so damn attracted to those chunky chunky necklace. I knew what he was up to, so, I dragged him out of Istean and complained again.

"Daddy, I'm THIRSTY!"

And he was like.. "okays okays!" AGAIN

For once I thought that those complains didn't process in his head. He dragged me to takashimaya. And I was like...

"Daddy, I'm THIRSTY!"

And he looked at me..

"okays okays. we go and buy bubble tea!"

And I thought, "whao, finally you hear my cries!"

He then keep ranting.. " You dont think I'm stupid, Don't want me to spend money ar, then you drag me here and there...!!"

I just smiled cheekily.

I then told him that I wanted to find my adidas germany jacket and jesery. And when we were walking to Pan Pacific Plaza (where the Adidas store is) we passed my MANGO!

*evil laughter*

wahahahahahahaahahahahahahaha!!!!!!

I went in and see see la. And then we went up to the 2nd level! Wah lau.. All the clothes so nice, But then can see only CANNOT buy.

I spotted one and Daddy FORCED me to try it on. And when he wanted to follow me into the fitting room... ( As in outside the fitting room) the salesgirl stopped him,

"sorry sir, It's a Ladies' fitting room!!"

wahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

Poor him. He gotta stayed outside the area and wait.

After trying, he was like, "nice nice nice! You like it right? I feel that it suits you!"

WHAT THE FUCK!

HIS FUNNY IDEAS ARE RUNNING AGAIN!

And I told him, "I don't like it la. Not nice."

He looked at me and told me this. "You are lying. I can see!"

He took my top and off he went to make payment! WTF!!

And before I started talking, he said his favourite phrase of the day..

"DON'T MAKE ME MAKE A SCENE HERE!"

And I was like, " For heaven sake, It's 75 bucks my dear, we rather go watch movie.. blah blah"

And he said he again,

"DON'T MAKE ME MAKE A SCENE HERE!"

fuck his ku ku la! hahas

but I know he did that cause he loves me!

there you have it, my top. It may seem not nice, but when I wear it, nice!

THE BITCH CAN CARRY IT OFF!!!!

And after that, we headed the Adidas Store. AND DAMN! I dont have what I wanted!

It is sold out ISLANDWIDE! WTF!

What is it? My Germany Jacket! and my Mr Ballack jesery!

*sobs*

Daddy said.. "It's alright. There will definitely be a way."

FINE.

Then I bought Daddy sunglasses! He looked so cool with it!

This is like the first time a guy ever spend this much with me on shopping! Almost $150 in total?

Love explains it all!



Durians make my head heavy and I feel sooo giddy but i'm eating more, and then watch my TV. THEN, I'll take MORE MEDICATION and SLEEP.

Finally, my dental is tmr!!!

scratched @ 5.08pm

till death comes to HER

I'm soooooo damn bloody fucking pissed! and tired...


I've to fucking BLOG again. Fucking blogger screwed up on me!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

This is the FUCKing 3rd time I'm FUCKing doing this or this FUCKing post!

I was late for school on Friday. Ballack sent me to school in his ferarri. Podolski was too busy so Ballack gave Ashlee a lift from the taxi stand outside Causeway Point to school.

When we reached school, we realised that Mr Wan didn't come!

WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!

And for once, I've never dislike.... nono... HATE a faci like that in my life. She was so damn bloody fucked up!

FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK AND MORE FUCKED UP!

Speaking about her makes my blood boil!

She was like condemning and doubting the ability of my group and it's soooo... FUCKED UP!!!

I was soooo pissed and I told her... "We know what we want, we know what we need to do, we got our purpose so yaa... "

And Aisyah added on, "ya, and you will definitely see something in the 3rd meeting"

And when it was our turn to present, it was so obvious that she was picking on us OR she is a fucking blur cock ( with her cock face of course! ) that she can't seem to understand.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I know! It may be our fault for not numbering the Analysis Proccess. But she give on EMPHASISING on it and I got so pissed.

I remembered banging the table and asking her, " so would you like to to end the slide show and edit the slide SO THAT YOU CAN SEE BETTER?"

And she looked at me with that fucking blur cock face and said.. "No, no, it's okays."

FUCK YOU LA CHEE BYE! I LISTENED TO YOU RANT AND EMPHASISE ON OUR FAULT. SAY ONCE! ENOUGH! We are not like you, you know. We DO NOT carry that fucking blur cock face! And neither are we as blur as you!

And to think that she got the cheek to set the Reflection Journal's topic as.. " What do faciliators do to help and hinder your motivation of learning?"

FUCK YOU CHEE BYE UNDERSTAND!??!?!

My RJ was PERFECT! *evil smiles*

Well, as much anger as I hold here, I'm glad that it wasn't that bad to go to school on Friday cause if a bitch like me won't work, what do I do bitches?


cam-whore!
And yes yes, there are some pictures that are missing, I'm gonna kill Shawn for that!






















SMOKING TIME! BEFORE THE NEXT POST!

scratched @ 1.40pm

Saturday, July 15, 2006

more fun!











Alright.. more pictures from yesterday! i'm loving it.

i got to rant about SOMEONE. NEXT POST!

scratched @ 2.21pm

Friday, July 14, 2006

A friendship to remember

13th of July. What a day to remember...

After so many ups and downs, I can just say that 2 friends who didn't like each other right from the start grew closer as days go by...

From watching "the omen" to buying many many earrings... to... our usual lepark place outside Burger King with loads of ice cream.

Aisyah and I went for dinner at Pizza Hut. We had our fills...



Den after that, me. YEAH BABEY! That's me, Clara! treat her to Gelare for the 2nd time. hahas. MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE!





Den... it was DEATH TIME! Can you believe it? We spend a fucking total amount of $50 on arcrade games!

WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!

As I ALWAYS say that I've an issue with certain people. It'll be up soon. SOON. I promise. and my dear readers will be in for some good entertainment!

scratched @ 11.06pm