mood swings part 2

Greetings to everyone... well, it's been almost a month since i update my blog... yes.. yes.. as you can see from my title. i'm having terrible mood swings.. yes.. this is when i indulge myself with slow RnB songs. i don't know. Life hasn't been great. Let's see... what i all remember is HIM HIM and MORE HIM. That's all. Seriously, i feel so lost. I don't know. That's something wrong with me. I"M FEELING SO DAMN FUCKING FRUSTRATED AND TIRED! Nothing is going wrong in my life. But there's something that is like haunting. I DON'T KNOW! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME! HEAR MY CRIES.. yes.. mood swings. there you have it. AND SERIOUSLY, i've never give ALL OUT for a guy before. NEVER. It's as if.. something inside me just made me do it without me knowing. Yes, i've never love a person so much before. I've never had the feeling that i'm not able move any further step without him beside me. I've never been so sensitive towards a guy before. I've never cry at the slightest thing he did. [ Right Ruyun? =) ]I've never turn my head to look at other guys. This is crazy. Is it love? no doubt bitch. IT IS LOVE. whatever...................... SCREW MY LIFE!