me now

Well, I do not have much to rant about in my life. Life's pretty boring right now. I hope I can school now. Cos' I am not working right now. I mean I am. I am gonna see myself in curls by the end of this Tuesday. I only have one more Loreal Hair Show to kill time! Anyone have any idea how to kill time?! Terence is so freaking busy with his FYP, PP, PPL and his piano performances. That means lesser time with me. Kim can't go Batam. (Kim, tell him that we are going to Thailand then!) Practically, I am a Bitch complaining how boring my life is. Come to think of it, I got so much to do! Driving license, PP, Trainings, Honeybunch, Boyfriend, Stupid Boyfriend, Honey and Terence! hahahas! I am so crazy!!! I only work at night now, which means I need to adjust my biological clock before the 16th of September! I got exactly 16 days of holidays left. OH MY GOD! I can't wait for school la! Speaking about training, I haven't been training for almost a week now. hmm... Terence just screamed at me for not training! ((:

I am so bored till....

TA DAH!

http://www.myheritage.com

I AM THAT BORED NOW!

And, seriously, I DO NOT THINK I LOOK LIKE ANY OF THE CELEBRITIES CAN?!?!

Kim: Chill alright!
Honeybunch: Happy EARLY 8th month! ((: me ishx hearts euux!!! -----> hahahhaas!
Siti: How now brown cow?! Batam still on?! Kim doesn't look good leh! Wanna do some replacements instead of Batam?!

I wanna shower, cook, drink caffine and then WORK. ciaos!

Gonna Let You Go by Sergio Mendes

I was as wrong as I could be
To let you get away from me
I'll regret that move
For as long as I'm living
But now that I've come to see the light
All I wanna do is make things right
So just say the word and tell me that I'm forgiven

You and me
We're gonna be better than we were before
I loved you then but now I intend
To open up and love you even more
This time you can be sure

I'm never gonna let you go
I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for the times
I hurt you so
Gonna hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

Looking back now it seems so clear
I had it all when you were here
Oh, you gave it all and I took it for granted
But if there's some feeling left in you
Some flicker of love that still shines through
Let's talk it out
Let's talk about second chances

Wait and see
It's gonna be sweeter than it was before
I gave some then but now I intend
To dedicate myself to giving more
This time you can be sure

I'm never gonna let you go
I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for all the times
I hurt you so
Gonna hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

[Instrumental Interlude]

Ooooooh-oh-oh-oooh
So if you'll just say you want me too
I'm never gonna let you go
I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for all the times
I hurt you so
Gonna hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

Never gonna let you go
Hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for all the times
I hurt you so
Hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

Big NO!

Well, I was just surfing through certain pages on the internet. I feel that it is high time I start bitching. I was fucking disgusted with certain people on the internet. Though it doesn't concern me, but I think it does concern me a bit. Ewweeee..... I can't believe la! For now, I feel damn insulted! It's like EVERYONE CAN BE A MODEL! People with dragon-liked flared nose, overcrowded teeth (which makes your mouth like a freaking goldfish when you close your mouth!), people who have SUPERHIGH forehead, people who can't even do a side pose and most importantly, PEOPLE WHO ARE SHORT CAN BE A FREE LANCE MODEL!!! Wah lau! Like that, I think I can be a SUPERMODEL already! Okie, let me tell you, I, myself, do not have a set of straight teeth naturally, I was a freaking bah-gei kid la! I went for braces partly because I want to strive out to be a free-lance model or rather I was inspired to be one, IF got that kind of free-lance model, I DON'T DO BRACES CAN LIAO! Height issues, I am naturally blessed with a good height. My forehead is not superhigh can! If I can take bangs and long fringes, THIS PROVES my forehead is JUST RIGHT! Though I have insults like I have a fucking Jackie Chan nose, but, knowing your flaws is one thing, hiding it is another. And I have insults like you are ugly cos' you got acne! SORRY LA! I didn't take care! But make up can hide your flaws right?! I brought my wrong foundation for my mini Loreal Hair event, I make noise, but then I KNOW HOW TO TOUCH IT UP to make it look nicer. You know a not?! Know a not?! Bloody fuck! Make people think so highly of you. GO FUCK SPIDERS LA!

If it got to do with my looks, then nevermind, I can deal with it! But then if you say what I do and what I can't. I'm gonna pierce my fencing blade up your pussy or I'll mask your balls!!! Nobody is in any position to label me. Take for example; Am I supposed to take up Judo just to be your friend?! If your answer is yes, I tell you, You go fuck spiders la! Don't be my friend la! You go and find other friends! Everyone has different interests and hobbies. Just like how everyone is different! You think you can find other better friends, go la! I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE TO BE COMPARED WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND YOU LABEL ME AS I CANNOT DO THIS AND THAT. What?! I fence, means I must force my boyfriend to fence is it?! EAT SHIT LA!

Ya what, Modelling and Fencing are the only interests in my life now. WHY?! Not happy is it?! I may not be able to be keep up with YOUR LEVEL, but that doesn't mean I am NOT BETTER THAN YOU IN OTHER WAYS. Get it?! You may excel in something, But I may excel in something else. I don't like when you give me the i-look-down-on-you tone. BLOODY HELL!

I don't think you can make it in fencing either. *points middle finger*

I'm a sucker for memories

Whenever I am alone with my ear drums filled with music, and when my thoughts run wild, I will be in my own world.

To my surprise, I found the memories that stick closely to me or rather in my heart especially when it comes to my love life. I always thought that those memories I had a few years back couldn't be replaced. And I'm definitely right. Memories can never be replaced. but we will definitely know what are the memories that left the deepest impression would be. So far:

1. The Ferris Wheel at Bangkok, called Roue De Paris. We took the number 26 on the 27th of December at 9.10PM with the sounds of Careless Whisper.

2. Pilokee: There are 2 ocassions that were the most memorable.
(a) On the day when Terence and I were almost killed near the church. We were buying some snacks, and gazing at the stars, exchanging words which I hope we would right now. There were gang clashes that night and there were carrying parangs. We were told to go back home immediately, and Ridwan and Lina could not find us. NO HANDPHONES somemore! Totally no signal! I wonder whether it's a good thing that we survived.
(b) It was the last 2 nights in Pilokee and I could not sleep. Everyone was sleeping but I spent my time outside the toilet sobbing because I couldn't accept the fact that the trip was ending and Terence and I have to go back to our own worlds. That night was the night when I was sobbing in his arms and Lina saw us as she went to the toilet!

These seem so yesterday. I am thinking what have our kampong house become. It's coming a year soon.

-You will never know how much that special someone means to you till you lost him/her or you are losing him/her. And when it's time to make it up for it, it's too late. AND THEN, you wonder why didn't you cherish that person, and you REGRET.

Let It Go!

I'm back from Sentosa, I have loads to update.

I'm DOWN right now. Time of the Year ((:

Till I recover, then I promise to do a SOLID update. I have plans for this upcoming last week of August!

I need ample rest right now!

On a side note, MANY THANKS to Ms Siti and Ms Kim for making today a BLAST. I LOVE YOU TWO GIRLS! ((: *MUACKS*

Goodnight peeps!!!

A new start.

I have a new hair colour (and I cannot shampoo by hair for 2 days! I am going crazy with the stickyness and the greasy hair!) and a new lappy. My eyes are feeling very stingy again. Sentosa with the girls tmr!

If I could turn back time. I would rather do things the right way.

A friend always tells me this, "It's never too late for anything."

Maybe it's beause of this sentence, that's why I am still so determined in making up for things that I fail him.

I have never ever ask for an early birthday wish. For now, I just want wish for something for my 19th birthday.

"They always advice us to be careful for what we wish for, For now, on this 19th birthday, I know exactly what I want and I am careful with what I wish for. I wish for a miracle to happen. I wish for my one and only need to happen, and that's to bring him back to me, to my life, start afresh and be like how we used to be, those perfect moments. That would be the best birthday present I ever have in my life. I wouldn't want anything more. God, you have showered me with a lot of things I want in life. My birthday wishes rarely come true. Even if you take off 10 years of my life, I am willing, gladly willing to exchange for this wish to come true. And I really mean it, even if it's death that I will meet soon, I am more than willing to exchange for this wish to come true. No one knows how much he means to me except myself. Thank You."

Even the nights are better.

I, I was the lonely one
Wondering what went wrong
Why love had gone
And left me lonely

I, I was so confused
Feeling like I'd just been used
Then you came to me
And my loneliness left me

I used to think I was tied to a heartache
That was the heartbreak
But now that I've found you

Even the nights are better
Now that we're here together
Even the nights are better
Since I found you


You, you knew just what to do
Cause you had been lonely too
And you showed me how
To ease the pain


And you did more
Than mend a broken heart
Cause now you've made a fire start
And I, I can see that you feel
The same way


I never thought there'd be someone to hold me
But then you told me
And now that I've found you


CHORUS


Even the days are brighter
When someone you love's beside ya
Even the nights are better
Since I found you

too much to say.

Sometimes, when you try too hard, everything falls on you.
Sometimes, when you do not try at all, everything falls on you too.

For once lord, I am turning to you after 5 years, I am begging you to guide me and tell me what to do.

And yes, I AM HEARTBROKEN.

A past.

It's 4am. I CAN'T SLEEP AGAIN! I think I should see a doctor regarding this sleeping disorder of mine. It's indeed a miracle that I am drowning myself with coffee and I am watching the Germany vs England match. I wonder whether I can make it for school later. Forget it, I don't think I am sleeping.

Well, KIM and I went over to Siti's place to surprise her! Full details in the next entry! Some pictures and video!

I had a catch up session with Siti and KIM. Well, we touched on a pretty touchy subject which made me think and reminise of a past. A past of me.

In the past, when I was 17 years old, I was full of energy. (I am not saying that I am a dead woman now!) As in, I am an Independent woman. I do not give a hack about whoever looks at me. I am a strong individual and I know what I want. Most importantly, I WAS FIRM. And I know that my decision is always right and I am supportive of my own decision and I will stand by it even if the whole world disagrees with me.

For now, I am the opposite of it. I care too much about what other people think about me, their perceptions. I care too much about how people think about me. And I am not firm. I am very fickle-minded now. Totally the opposite.

Somehow, I feel that I lost myself and I longed to be my past. I somehow feel that I failed myself.

Siti told me something which I find that it was extremely meaningful.
"I find that it's a privilege for me to be there when you are grouchy, having a bitch fit etc. Let's put it in a general term, no matter what r/s u have with that person, everyone can share your happy moments, but only the chosen ones will get to share your hard times. So, it's a privilege to be the chosen one because that shows that you are comfortable with the person."

Well, But we agreed that not everyone can think like us.

-Fool.

An electronics student.

Well, I am so bored. I am preparing the twins with their science examination tomorrow. Well, I did my usual checks and found out that I got my first A for the entire semester! hahahas

Well, that was what my facilitator said. hmmm... thinking about that, I got my first A la! To think that I came only at the 2nd break out in which he marked my attendance only at the 3rd meeting. AND... I went for the 3rd meeting LATE! I think all those faci-s that taught me would thought of me as a lazy person. A girl who doesn't puts in any effort in her work. WHY?! Cos' my actions prove it la! WHY?! Cos' I hate electronics! hahahas! But for this, I am a happy woman! I pray that I am able to pass this semester!

Well, I had my fencing training yesterday and I feel that I was rather dumb and stupid! But 教练 was really kind! He didn't allow me to call myself stupid. I think I was on bad form yesterday. He kept saying, "您不是笨! 只是不够感觉! 比过去好很多!" In english, would be, "you are not stupid, you just do not have the right feeling yet! But you are far much better than your first training!" He was there encouraging me. I was feeling very sucky indeed. He was doing a lot of coaching on anticipation and reactions. I badly fail in that. ARGHS!

-I'm a failure.

3am

3 am and I am bored!

You Are An Independent Girlfriend!

Whoa, Ms. Independent! Your guy digs your modern style...But he's sometimes left to wonder if you really like him.Keep that unique spirit, but show him your love a bit more often.No worries - you're light years away from smothering him!

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Well, how true is that?! At the moment... I am independent..... NOT!
hahahahhhahahahahas!!!!

Virgo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most.You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions.A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work. Your negative traits: Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships sufferYou tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as wellYou are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults. Your ideal partner: Values success in life as much as you doFits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhoodLike you, is more practical and realistic than romantic Your dating style: Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking. Your seduction style: You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibitedYou like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheetsA bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love Tips for the future: Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time.Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late.Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated. Best color to attract mate: Navy blue Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's" Your Love Profile?

hmmm..... My emotions get involved most of the times I deal with problems. hmmm...
asswipe!

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

Are You a Daring Woman?

For this... hmmm. I got agree to it....

Your EQ is 147

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

hmm.....

sleeping time! *yawns*

Elmo is I. Me is I.

Well, it's like 1.22am and i'm blogging here. I am fucking tired to the extent that my eyes have that stingy feeling and I can hardly open them but I still can't sleep again. I talked to elmo just now thinking that I would sleep. But apparently, I was entertained by my own conversation between elmo and I. So, I decided to blog about it.

Me: Elmo, I can't sleep.

Elmo: Take your favourite pills then.

Me: I do not want to cos' I think I am already addicted to them.

Elmo: Okie then. So, sleep

Me: But... ... but... ... ... I CAN'T SLEEP!!!

Elmo: You can Clara, you can sleep.

Me: He is not here Clara!!!

Elmo: Oh yes! He is! In your heart and you will dream of him. You will meet him in lala land!

Me: STOP IT! That sound soooo yesterday.

Elmo: SHUT UP BITCH! I WAS TRYING TO HELP!

Me: YOU SHUT UP! I'M GONNA USE MY LAPTOP!!!

And, my laptop started crashing! Blue screens are appearing! Time to get a new laptop huh?! I sound like some rich kid huh?! And I am not one. I am just one crazy woman who talks to herself at 1am in the morning. ((:

-I tried to hide those feelings. I can't. I do not like the attention. But I just really can't hide it. I am not like you.

i miss you

It's raining right now. Looking outside my window, looking at how the raindrops fall on the glass plane, makes me feel so serene. I do not know how I am feeling right now. Out of all those stuff that are in my head, I am just so calm. But there's indeed a song that tells it all which I think is sufficient.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

The Pledge

My Promises to Terence:

1. I promise that I will be faithful to you.
2. I promise that I will try not to lose my temper on you. (Please excuse those days)
3. I promise that I give you your own space if you need it. (Please tell me okie?)
4. I promise that I won't sulk anymore.
5. I promise to love you forever.

-But I hope my happiness would not be short-lived.

Tea Party Interview

The tea party is part of the selection process. It is to evaluate your character. Basically, they want to see that you are an all-rounded person, sociable, friendly, confident and knowledgeable in currents affairs, etc. Just be your natural self. Perhaps you can pick up some more tips from Wannabes in Emirates or other Airlines.

Well, I am not going for a tea party interview. Well, 14 days of break for EVERYTHING. I will make good use to it. I hope everything will go back to where it ONCE started after 14 days.

In other words, I will go missing.

Updated: 6AM.

Can't we try by Dan Hill Vonda Shepard

I see your face cloud over
Like a little girls
Your eyes have lost their shine
You whisper something softly
I`m not meant to hear
Baby, tell me what`s on your mind
I don`t care what people say about
The two of us from different worlds
I love you so much that it hurts inside
Are you listening, please listen to me, girl

CHORUS:
Can`t we try just a little bit harder
Can`t we give just a little bit more
Can`t we try to understand
That it`s love we`re fighting for
Can`t we try just a little more passion
Can`t we try just a little less pride
I love you so much, baby

That it tears me up inside
I hear you on the telephone
With God knows who
Spilling out your heart for free
Everyone needs someone they can talk to
Girl, that someone should be me
So many times I`ve tried to tell you
You just turned away (how did I know)
My life is changing so fast now
Leaves me lonely and afraid
Don`t be afraid

CHORUS X3

Hotel Reservations

Remember the kind of hassle you need to go through for accomodation?! When you are overseas, or rather you want some sweet romance time with your partner in your very own country? You do not need to go Hotel Hunting! You can make your Hotel Reservations right here! Coolness huh?! They even have Singapore Hotels la! They even have hotels in any part of the world. Let's say you are going for a trip and you are in a rush and you do not know where to up at, just go to this webbie. It saves your life! Hahahas! I even found the New World Lodge Hotel which we stayed at last Dec.

On a side note,

BOY... ALL THESE SEEMS SO YESTERDAY!

Coming back to the website. You can find any hotel la! Even the cheapo ones! Furthermore, they have special rates if you make your bookings online. You can make your payment in Master, VISA or American Express. You can even look at some of the pictures of the photos before you decide to book that hotel. They even have the list of amenities they have, they even list down the areas of attraction, driving directions from the NEAREST airport AND the time for checking in and out! How cool is that?!

If I ever have that amount of money to have sprees, I will book like everyday cos' I will be flying from country to country from time to time. ARGHS! I hope man! Unfortunately, I am not that rich. I may consider if I ever go backpacking okie?! Or go for a holiday after I graduate. (: In the mean while, I'll continue surfing and see what else I can find.

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Just kinda feel that YOU need to know:

I am NUMB. I am NOT ANGRY. I do not know why. I guess I've learnt to take things lightly.

fencing and me

Well, though I won got a Silver for Pesta Sukan, I am not proud of it at all. Well, I was the one who was pulling the team down. I was the person who were losing points. I feel so horrible. (At least I do not sit on the bench, get a Gold and get money too! ((: ) Well, a long time friend of 6 years, whom I am one of his better friends in fencing talked about the 8 parries in Fencing which I totally forgot! What a failure!


1st: Parry Prime
2nd: Parry Seconde
3rd: Parry Tierce
4th: Parry Quarte
5th: Parry Quinte
6th: Parry Sixth
7th: Parry Septime
8th: Parry Octave

Here's the link.


Well, my favourite parries are still Quarte and Septime since I started fencing. No idea but I guess I have a weird taste. WEIRD PEOPLE HAVE WEIRD TASTE!!! RIGHT?! *winks* I feel like I am speaking, I mean typing in rhymes. It's okie. This post is only readable for weird people like me.

I am brain dead. I need more brain juices. Training tmr!

On a side note, Terence is such an asshole! He makes me miss him even more each day. We have not been spending time with each other for like 4 days?! I shall do my count up! arghs! We can't do anything, we are all busy people. Boo Hoo. Even if he's such an asshole, I still love him like loads, and bunch.

-Every laughter, every smile has it's bitterness behind it. I feel fake and I am love sick.

childish games, childish thoughts

Well, last week, I overheard a group of girls talking about their criteria of guys

"He must drive a car."

"He must dine in restaurants with me."

"He must buy me presents frequently and it must be expensive!

Well, I wonder what these girls are thinking. The point of having meals is to fill our stomachs. Of course we gotta eat with satisfaction. Well, I do admit when I was younger, I would want to go to those posh restaurants, I want a person who drives, I would want my guy to buy presents for me because by doing all these, I would feel loved, papmered etc. But do they ever think that all these are all superficial? What's the point of having all those when anyone can do that for you?! I can buy presents, I can drive around, I can dine here and there. But what matters most is that, you know that the person truly love you.

For instance, Terence and I do not dine and posh restaurants. WHY?! We are students and we get pocket money from our parents. I am not a shame that I go dutch with him. WHY?! Because, I have always been an independent person and I do not believe in having guys to pay for me. ( Reuben is the same, so is Dickson. ) I do not believe that I should rely on men. If I can't pay for MY BASIC MEALS, what makes me think that I can take care of myself?! Well, the only restaurants that Terence and I went was at Jack's Place, Crystal Jade and a buffet at Allson Hotel. And ALL these are all IMPROMPTU! Well, I rather have GOOD FOOD and sweat it out at a hawker centre rather then I eat at some restaurant, pay for the service charge, pay for the 7% GST, and then I am not sastified with the food. Honestly, Jack's Place do not serve fantastic food(Their standard is not consistent) and so far, only 2 outlets of Crystal Jade serves sastifactory food, that's Takashimaya and the Aiport outlet. Allson was kinda worth it la. For that amount of money and the quality of food. I think it was pretty okie.


See, in Singapore, where can u find REALLY GOOD FOOD at Restuarants? I mean, all food in ALMOST every Food Junction in Singapore are sucky! It would really worthy for me to go food hunting.


There will be a point in time when u feel that you are too contented with your life and you feel that you do not need anything more further. This is how I am feeling right now. I do not need anything more.

Well, something happened that made me feel so god damn bimbotic! Here's the conversation,

Me: My bf knows about planes from young. It's his passion.
Friend: Okie...


Me: And I know how to differentshape a 777 and 747. 747's engine sounds shallower.


Friend: NO! It doesn't!


Me: YES! My boyfriend tells me that!


Friend: Errr... your bf doesn't fly commercial planes right?!

AND I SHUT UP.The next day, I asked Terence.

Me: eh... a 747's engine sounds shallower right?


Terence: NO! 747 HAS 4 ENGINES!

I SHUT UP AGAIN! Wah Lau... I got my facts wrong. I remembered Terence told me about the comparision between a F5 and a F16! F5's engine sound shallower!

WAH LAU!!! WHAT A SHAME!


Anyway, Terence and I watched many movies! (All in order!)
What else can I say about Harry Potter?! It's so different from the story book. I'm not amazed at all. Rating: 2 out of 5 starsWell, Black Sheep is totally a waste of time. Storyline predictable. Do not watch it if you just had your dinner. Rating: 1 out of 5 starsSimpsons is rather cool la. Not bad. Storyline is like so so. But it's funny! Rating: 3 out of 5 stars.Coolness! Alone is fanastic. If you are a sucker for horror films, just like me, you will love it. Storyline is fantastic!!! Rating: 4 1/2 out of 5 stars.

hahahas! Terence and I managed to catch the PREVIEW of The Secret. Marvellous. The storyline is fantastic. Love it! Rating: 4 out of 5. Do not ask me why 4 stars only. Maybe because I do not feel in place when I watched the movie. Just reminded me of someone. (:

Well, Im hungry now and Im gonna continue reading my Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Eating and Reading. Hmmm...

-It seems that you are just not here.

A week's overview

Phew, Finally, I can set my painful ass down to blog about the past week. Well, this blog entry is gonna kill if.... YOU ARE HUNGRY. HUGE WARNING!
2nd WARNING!!!
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ALRIGHT! Ever wondered what was with all that money?! I FINALLY BOUGHT MY FENCING EQUIPMENT. ((: AND then... mummy bought this back one night...

READY?!?!?!

here it goes... (I hope Kim and Mat do not kill me for this. *evil grins*)I love the one with loads of almond nuts! THEY ROCK TO THE CORE!!!

Next would be another round of food hunting.
Terence and I went to Chicago's Steakhouse...
I was too lazy to take photos la! I was concentrating more on the main courses! Well, We had cream of fish for our soup. ((:

Terence's Fish
My Chicken

A few days later, I got my pay for my April's Loreal Show, I told Terence that I will treat him for dinner. A 7th month dinner treat. ((: As usual, I only took the main course. We had cream of veggie, and escargots for our appetizers. It was fab! Too bad, they do not have oysters!

This time round....

WE HAD STEAKS!

The food was fab. The outlet we went to was at Cineleisure. Before I left the restaurant, I told the people there... " You will definitely see us again, cos' we are gonna be regulars here!" We left some tips for them (Taking into account of the food). FAB MAN! Chicago Steakhouse should give me some credit in helping them with an advertisement! AND...

FACT:

The food in Chicago's Steakhouse is better than Jack's Place. PLUS, Chicago's cheaper too. They have a student's set meal at ONLY $5.90!!! (Lunch hours. Till 4pm only.)

Random Question:

Remember this candy?! It's so CHILDHOOD la!

Well, after my competition on Sat, I went to attend some concert with Terence. Apparently, it was Godwin's last concert. So... I went there to give my support.

BUT...

I was too attracted to the little girl who is barely even Primary 1!
That sweetie pie cried after her performance. WHY?! Because her violin was out of tune and she wasn't satisfied with her performance. She's such a darling! I want to kidnap her!

Here comes ONE OF GODWIN'S PERFORMANCES: Pesta Sukan Fencing Championships

Presenting Duxton Plain's Ladies Foil Team, entitled, We and Our Retarded Smiles:

Well, no more smiles for me, Judging from the picture below, I have bad fencing.
Time to tighten up those loose ends. *bleargh* MORE TRAINING.

We fenced with St Margret's, RJC and then National Foil Team(Cheryl Wong, Ruth Ng, Serene Ser, Tay Yu Ling) in the Finals. Do you think that it was a victory?! *wide grins*

2nd! MEANS WE LOST!

Last But Not least: Our medals and US.

Well, I didn't sleep a wink! Can't sleep. My entire body is aching! A huge blueblack on my left arm by a RJC girl, A strained back, A right index finger with 2 blisters, A right tensed shin, A right tensed hamstring, A SPRAINED LEFT ANKLE AGAIN!

Now, this explains why I can't sleep. Gotta rest before I start training. But before all these training, I need to see a doctor. Gonna see in a few hours time and turn up for school later.

Thanks Honey for coming down for the event. Really appreciate your support. It means a lot to me. ((:

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