sick

"I'll lick your ice cream and you can lick my lollipop" I am listening to 987fm and there's this song... so irritating. At least it's the song which goes... "circle circle dot dot..." (Those who listen to 987fm will get what I mean huh.) and there's one more song which goes..."This is why I am HOT!" I thought of using that song. [Cos' I AM HOT] LOL! But on a second note, I do not think that's a goody idea cos' that song is damn irritating and retarded can! The entire song only consists of only ONE LINE. "This is why I am hot."


EEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWw......


Anyways, after a sprained ankle, I have no idea why and what happen. I started to have runs. It all started 2 days ago. Well, It got that serious that I had to rush to the doctor's yesterday. I missed my PCB module again! :( I think I am gonna screw my grades big time! Till now, my stomach is stirring like "grr...grr...grr..." Thank god I managed to Jov yesterday cos' she'd working in metro. Thanks babe! I will take care of myself la. ((: That girl was having runs like me too. hmmm....





-You deserve better than me.

when we all get older...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...

KIMBERLY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

Well, Kimmi will turn 19 in a few hours time. Phew~ It feels that we are all getting old. It feels that our teenage years are gone in a flash! This year would be the 1988 babies' last teenage year! hmmm.... Next would be Siti's in August, Mine in Sept, RuYun's and Terence's in Nov and then Farah's in Dec.

Well, I will be freaking busy soon. I got many things to accomplish my this year and I will have much less time to spend with Terence too I guess.

• Driving license. (Gotta be quick cos' I got only 6 months left. :( )
• Get a grip with my academics. ( Cos' if I don't, I will kiss my grades goodbye.)
• Tutor the monsters. ( Cos' their grades are falling too!!!)
• Get my Canvas done. (err... something for someone.)
• Complete my PP (Professional Profiling). (It's a good thing that I had already taken the first step. And it must be completed by Nov!)

Till then I will see whether I completed them. HALF YEAR RESOLUTION!!! (:

It's been a long time since I feel this busy.

last year.

FULL DETAILS!!!

Oh man... I am done with the We Love Mooks Fashion Show! DARN! It was kinda like a small event.

We reached MOS at about 5pm. That's like the 1st time I reached MOS darn god early. And I swear the club feels like I AM THE ONLY ONE THERE. And MOS doesn't seem like it's MOS. It's too quiet to be MOS. The bouncers and staff sort of know us because we went around joking and talking. We then had our rehearsals for like 2 -3 hours. Rather cool cos the way the fashion show is being carried out or should I say choreograph is like sooooo RANDOM (Just like me!) We were told to go to different points. It's as though like, when you are up on stage, it's your own time, own target. It's like YOUR SHOW. PURE

Terence and I decided to get our clothes and make up done first before going for dinner. CAUSE... EVERYONE WENT FOR DINNER FIRST!!! And if we were to do the same, we would be like idiots waiting for our turn to do the make up. We then went to meidi-ya to have our dinner, and yes, it was MY FIRST MEAL of the day. Yums! Well, we then went back to MOS to get ourselves ready for the show etc. Entertainment Executive, Harry Ng gave us free MOS Complimentary Membership!!! Terence's parents and cousins came over to take a look. And when I was going down to the main arena from PURE. (To find them...) I fell at the last 2 steps!!! DARN!!! I WAS RATHER SWAY LA! I FELL BEFORE THE SHOW! AND I ALMOST PULL DOWN A BOUNCER'S PANTS! DARN! It was the ankle that I sprained 5 years back! The exact same spot during our year end fencing camp. Well, the show went pretty smooth... BUT... I DID A STUPID MISTAKE LA! I was supposed to pose at 5 points... but I only did 4. DAMN! Well, it didn't went on that bad afterall,

From left: Isabel's bf, Isabel, Terence, Me, Daniel, Pamela

we hang around for a while at the main arena after changing and we headed of the Room 54, my all time favourite slacking point. Pamela then opened a champagne. We stayed for a while and then went down to Bar None. Well, that place reminds me of Vintage but then it's a higher end kind. Then we hop to the Living Room.

Living Room

Practically, we hopped our night away. I was dead beat I swear!

Well, Terence and I had some buffet last Sunday after purchasing some art materials.

We kinda had a face off la! But I lost terribly!






Ever wonder how to make Pilokee ice-kachang?!Only PEANUTS, GRASS JELLY AND THE WHITE FRUIT (YI-TA-CHI) EXIST.



MORE MILK AND ROSE SYRUP. LOOKS LIKE IT HUH?! SAME TASTE SOMEMORE! Well, we went to Pan Pacific Hotel yesterday. Had dinner with Terence's family at some Heyaki Restaurant.




How do I look?! Sure like.... A JAPANESE PRINCESS CAN!

-I am missing him now. THAT STUPID ARSEHOLE.

It appears that you don't bother anymore.

A knife, a blade, cigarettes and a worried voice of a licious were good company.

Emptiness

Another UT tmr. I can't start mugging without having my say.

Well, it sucks. I hate feeling incomplete. I have no idea what I am saying or rather what I am pouring out. Maybe some keywords first?

GREED. FRUSTRATION. EMO-ING. SHELL. PERFECTION. EMPTY. HATRED. MISSES. HURT. IMCOMPLETE.

Well, I guess that's about it.

Well, without any doubt, I feel fucked up. I feel so empty and I miss you terribly baddie. I hate it, I hate the feeling when you walk away leaving me feeling damn incomplete. I went back to find that missing piece but I realised you were gone. At that very moment, many thoughts came gushing up my mind. I realised I miss you. I realised what you told me was not enough for me.

" I am contented with my life now."

I want PERFECTION. I want to be PERFECT, YOUR PERFECT GIRLFRIEND. But I know that's beyond reality, beyond reality. Cos' someone did fit that criteria before and expectations are fixed there somehow.

But whatever it is, I REALLY DO LOVE YOU. AND I REALLY NEED YOU IN MY LIFE.

At times, you wonder what makes each indiviual special.
For our wishes for one are e same.

And what makes us special inyour loved ones eyes.
What makes you outshine the rest?

RANDOM.

I AM RANDOM.

Blog haven't be stepped on for ages man! YES! I am fucking busy right now. 3 UTs crashed in one week! What a killer!

I'm listening to love songs confidential on Class 95 now. AND... I see a RISING NUMBER of pilots being unfaithful huh... hmm.. makes me wonder...

Well, I promised I will updated soon. Perharps next week.

And I know Kim will kill me if she reads the lower end of this post. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!

I HAVE A FUCKING BAD HABIT. I LOVE DIGGING UP THE PAST. I KNOW!
Just like what lenne and I used to talk about, "You just can't help it but to dig up everything." because that's what we both always do. And I have to add on, "Yea, it's not a crime, what we are today is because of yesterday." I do not know la. But I know we are paranoid arseholes!

I do not understand myself sometimes, is it out of curiousity?! Is it me? AM I THAT K-PO?!

Sometimes, in life, you wanna know about certain stuff, because you just wanna know knowing that it kills your curiousity and on the other hand, you know you will get hurt. AND WHEN YOU GET HURT, YOU REGRETTED KNOWING.

AREN'T WOMEN THAT FUCKED UP AND DIFFICULT?!

yes. I wished I was a man.

((:

I am spending a little time right here. Well, I GOT THE MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY!!! hahahahahahahas!!!! I am overjoyed!!!


Well, but nothing beats stupid Kim in Thailand now. SHE CAN GO SHOPPING EVERY NIGHT LEH!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE?!?! 8 DAYS?!?!


But I do not need to worry, a shopalcoholic like me has it ALL PREPARED! I actually passed some cash to Kim and get her to get stuff for me, Currently, she had bought:


a) 3 LONG SKIRTS!
b) 2 chunky bangles!
c) 1 chunky ring!
d) A pair of earrings!
e) 1 blusher
f) 1 lip gloss


Well, That's all... I think I am left with 220 baht and she's gonna get some tops for me! Well, Terence is flying now and I am getting ready for lunchie.

I still owe my IRAS peeps lunchie! )):

Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl

You rule through teasing and intimidation.. Yet, people would give the world to be your friend

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

DEADBEAT

Alright... I'm deadbeat and I am still here blogging. Just a little short entry la.

This is the poster for the event that I will be doing a less than a minute appearance on the runway. Did I say that it's at MOS?! YES. Another chance to go boogling around.

Please do come down and support okies?! ((:

FINALLY... I GET TO HAVE A DAY OFF FROM THE WASHING, CLEANING, MOPPING ETC.!

Tomorrow be lunchie with my IRAS peeps which I owe them BIG TIME. Then I shall go over for dinner with Terence's family. ((:

Till then... ((:

Sundays.

I hate, or rather, i do not hate but I dread Sundays now.

It's tiring having to hear other people's bitch fits. Come to think of it, is it very tiring for other people to listen or hear my bitch fits?!

I wish that I can kidnap Terence and get him to stay at my place forever. I know that statement sounds retarded, stupid and childish. But, I can't help it. AT LEAST, when Terence is over here, my house is quiet, cool and I know nothing will happen.

Sometimes, I feel like I wanna breakdown watching two solid balls of fire firing EVERYWHERE.
Or rather, I wished I could just like sleep forever. (Just like what my sister is doing now.)

I am not used to being alone. Like what is happening now. It seems like I am used to having someone by my side always, Terence. And it feels like it I'm ENJOYING living in my own solitude. I get emotionally unstable when I do not get to see him. It hurts when I get to receive a message from "Honeybunch" but it hurts even more to see the word "Honeybunch" and our photo among the flickering lights of my handphone LCD display.

Furthermore, (I know I will sound like a stupid spolit brat now but I do not care!) I DO NOT HAVE A MAID. I have to do the housework with ALL MY INJURIES! AND... my dear friends who would like to ask me out... Please ask me after the 15th. I will only be free then as Rosie would be back by then.

WORST OF ALL, my handphone is giving me problems and I can't service it till the 15th, and by then, school would have reopen! DARTS!


Meantime, I am trying to look at things in a brighter note:

Next Runway Show: MOS, For mooks. On the 15th.

And for godsake, I AM DOING URBAN STREETWEAR AGAIN!



*Apparently, Mooks is an Australian brand, not a local brand Mattie. ((:




If any of us were to vanish one day,
I promised you that Talcer moments will always be cherished and treasured deep in my heart.
If any of us were to vanish one day,
I promised you that I'll wait for you at the ferris wheel, roue de paris on every 27th. I'm willing to travel, just to wait for you till you appear.
If anyone of us were to vanish,
I promise that you will never be replaced.
If anyone of us were to vanish,
I promise that I'll still love you. Please do not ask me how. I just will.
Forever and ever, you will be part of my soul.