Well, Ive been waiting to update my blog, and i've finally found the time to do so man~ First thing first, 12th of April. hahaha! what a day to remember! Thanks daddy! I really appreciate that day!


I went to daddy's place at about 12pm. I packet some food for him from home. And then, I helped his mum with some mathematics probs. Then I brought him to upstairs and open the present! hahaWe were so happy! We bought each other handphones, 6230i. I now can offically say that we have COUPLE HANDPHONES! wahahaha! ohh ya.. I bought him a esprit wallet. Yup. ( The pics shows them all) with a package of 365 coloured cranes which he dreamt about! =) We both have the keychains too! =) hahha.. my favourite bear!!!! We hanged out till about 5pm. Daddy then brought meto my favourite Japanese restaurant in town. The place near centrepoint. We both had the chickenminiwork. We were all SO FULL! The price was a WhAo too! hee... Daddy wanted to bring me for a movie, Unfortunately, It was too late. aiyo! what a day! Poor daddy too, he's gonna scram and save till the rest of the month! Really treasure it! I love you daddy! Thanks for that day!

P.S: Daddy! NO MORE spending! u better start saving! =)


My idol is heart-broken! oh no, u know babe, as happy as u can act as u are, YOUR LOYAL FAN can sense it okay! I can tell from your voice on radio. Cannot bluff me okay! heee..=) This is my answer to your questions.

Love- This word is pretty subjective. It pains and hurts but on the other hand, It can fly you to the moon. Break ups are inevitable. I guess, What we can do is do wish your partner all the best when he or she feels that he or she has already find someone better and that he or she doesn't regret his or her decision. Parting is always the most difficult thing and the saddest thing. I mean, I always believe that nothing nothing in this world last forever. Come on, the world is very realistic(I know, If Daddy were to read this, he'll be very disappointed.) It's better to have this mindset,than to suffer, and learn THEN you'll have this mindset. Prevention is always better. I'm not saying that I'll leave, or he will leave, but I feel safer that i've this mindset.


LIFE, I have this issue that I've always wanted to talk about. I don't like bringing up any names or indirectly shooting at anyone. I just feel very sad and naturally unjustified when a very close loved one feel so stress and hurt inside. When people are together as friends, or someone closer than thatthey are bound to be grudges right? Agree Kit? Depp? or even Kim? Siti? There are! But what we all share are just mutual understanding and "drawing of lines" between both parties. Sometimes, things just get to out of end, and that's when revenge comes in. Making someone suffer. That'sthe mindset I used to have. And you thought it is pretty fun to deal with. However, I've to admit, I did it so many times, and i got sick of it. And the last time I did that was to hurt the person I lovethe most. It was silly, and I've to say that, it's all very immature and childish. Only ppl like that can bring themselves to do it. Provoking ppl and making fun of them. Thank goodness! Everyone is notthat tolerant! I'm lucky that we both share the love... right daddy?!?! =)

Preparation! lalalala.. i forsee a good day ahead!
365 days and 365 cranes all in one. Not forgetting "they all" smell like "my room"!!
We hold on together as ONE! lalalala!! 

Isn't this nice? Look so classy and professional right?
Those two are our babies!
hahaha... We definitely share the same THING! 

hehehe.. daddy's trying to please me! =) heee.. and HE DID! 

Our night life! What a beautiful night moon! 

celebs.. what's with them man!

Alright, I was surfing thru' the net when i found this...

Eminem Files For Divorce From Kim - Again

OMG! WHAT WERE HE THINKING?

FIND OUT MORE!

http://www.mtvasia.com/News/200604/06013307.html

Time Flies, 3 months gone...

Okays, I feeling all so sappy. Can you believe it? I'm listening to "Do You Know Where You're Going To" by Diana Ross.. tsk tsk.. Clara Clara Clara, Ya a GONER! On repetition mode somemore! Alrighty, I wonder how I should start, Yesterday, was the most emotional day that I ever had so far in 2006. Time flies, it has been 3 months, I've got so much to say to EPIP! LOL! Not really EPIP but the people in the department. I guess I've no chance to do so, and I guess I'll never have the chance to do so. At least if I tell my baby blogger, I'll feel better! =)

It all started on my one and only interview with Dr Swapna and Ms Lye Yin, I was carrying loads of barrang!! i remembered! ( Cause I was facililating the Secondary One Orientation Camp back in School, so pai seh leh! ) However, I've that feeling that the interview would be a success and indeed, when I was on the way to school, Jaddine from Recruit Express called and told me that the interview was successful and I would start work on that coming Monday.

On my first day of work (16th of Jan), Lye Yin brought me around the hospital. I clearly remember bringing a box of Ferrero Rocher. I shared with everyone. Haha! And Yoges, yes that sexy mama told me this "come come, today is one of our case managers birthday, come in and join us!" AND i clearly remembered both of us standing near the Photocopy machine! haha! I followed everyone to the pantry. And they started singing the birthday song for Eugene. " Case Manager of the Year!" Yup, that was on the cake. And i remembered Lye Yin saying, "He's cutting the cake! Finally he acknowledge that he is the Case Manager of the Year!" And everyone laughed. On Friday that Week, I was so afraid to pass the Appointmant List and the ratings to the Case Managers! (MAYBE I was afraid that they would eat me up!)

Oh My God! I can't believe it! I MEAN 3 months! Yesterday, Before I leave, I was controlling. I didn't want to cry. I didn't. But as I was walking, I just can't help it. I just teared. Crazy biitch right? Till now, and i mean now, I can remember Yoges' s, Pushpa's and Helen's expression, as she said goodbye to everyone. I don't mean the expression. But the moment I freeze everything around me and I took a picture of it in my mind. Eugene's too. Lye Yin's too. The moment I stepped out of the door. And the moment she closed it. I knew I was never going back in there again! hee... so drama rama right? sad sad sad! aRgH!

Lye Yin, thanks for everything! You've been very understanding. Even though it had been a rough ride for you when I was holding two jobs back then. Of course, Not forgetting you, holding many projects in hand. Dr Marcus, Eugene, Caroline, Leon, Pushpa, I'll never forget the lunching crew man! Pushpa, getting more stress right? Remember to cut down on your salt intake! Caroline, Sleep more! You always look tired! Eugene, enjoy marriage life! hehe.. new family! Yoges, IT'S TIME TO GET PREGNANT! LEON! Time to get hitched! ( Lower your expectations okays?) Helen! Have more stylo hair okay? *winks* haha! Marcus!, OoPs, Dr Marcus, lets hope it's a girl!Hopefully,no new patients! Good luck and I love you guys, really love you guys. =) I LOVE EPIP! It has indeed been a wonderful ride down! ah ya, I better not talk so much! Later i start tearing in front of the laptop! *grinz* I'll join you guys once again if i have the chance to okay? =) You guys made a huge impact!

Below are some pictures we took!

This used to be my work station! cool right?
Now, here's the place I've been working for the pass 2-3 weeks!
Poor Fishes, Wonder who's gonna look after them! 

My Ice Cream Cake! Sweet isn't it! Thanks Lye Yin! Leon and Caroline as well! =) WHOLE EPIP! =)
Pushpa and I! She's acting to be carefree okay. But she's really stress!

I thought the picture wasn't blur. But it was. It's okay. A lil' la. Thanks Pushpa!
PUSHPA! hahahahahahaha!
Well-shot! Yoges, Me and Eugene!

God! Nothing can describe how i'm feeling but i can related to this song a lot....

And I'd give up forever to touch you,
'Cause I know that you feel me some how.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.

And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am......

Iris By Goo Goo Dolls

SCREW IT!

If i had one wish, I would freeze everyone( excluding me and daddy) and time so that i can just have him by my side..... Just a week, nah.. what about just a day? It would be just enough boy!

SCREW THE WHOLE WORLD! YES! I'M HAVING A MOOD SWING! WATCH OUT!

What a day boy!

Okay, First thing first.... Let's welcome... APRIL! April will definitely be a GOOD MONTH right Siti? The cursed month is GONE! okay, It's 1ST OF APRIL!!! YYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! Alright....

Today have been a very emotional day, I mean Yesterday.. We had lunch together at EPIP's pantry. Just to have lunch together for Jemie and Dorean's farewell. God! It's sad okay. I may not be there for long. I can actually feel the bond- the bond that ties everyone together. Helen started tearing before lunch. Jemie too. And it makes me feel like... tearing too! god! it's just so sad. To see them like that. I know, It must be crazy for me to get so emotional over that. BUT i really can't tolerate it. JEMIE, she's so... I have no idea how i'm gonna put it down here. All i know is that I'm gonna miss talking and chatting with her. Her nail poilshes, wahahaha! and her fashion sense! not forgetting MORE INSURANCE! hahahahahaha!!! As for Dorean she's leaving to give birth. She made a bet with her Gynae. She didn't want to know the gender of her child. She got a feeling that it would be a boy. But the Gynae told her that most probably it would be a girl. Cute! Alright, You guys take a good look at the pictures alright? Till then, =)

OMG! My mouth is watering! CURRY!
Hey, I could have gulped down the whole pot! Luckily, I've good control! I love porridge!

Bee Hoon. It was really good man! Vegetarian some more right Yoges?

Wonder who did the prawns! PUSHPA! PEEL THEM! wahahaha!
This was really good man! It's my favourite dish boy. Cabbage, Bamboo shoots, Black fungus and MUSHROOMS!
Hey, This is THE BOWL OF PORRIDGE (First and Last!) Jemie scoop for a xiao mei mei like me okay...!
This is NOT ALCOHOL OKAY! But soft drinks that include Root BEER! (Pushpa!)

That's Lye Yin. That's my woman. She authorise my Time Sheet okay. Cannot fool around with her!
Porsche, U always NEVER fail to let me catch u red handed... doing something NAUGHTY! wahahaha!
Dorean isn't sleeping okay... She was caught talking! to...? Leon and Marcus! wahahaha... candid shot!

Ranni, taking over Porsche and Dorean! Definitely a SUPER WOMAN!
That's the Case Managers' Leader, Yoges. Also another sexy mama okay!(Left) And i've to present to you................. THE MOST RELAXED CASE MANAGER IN EPIP! (GOD! She'll kill me if she's reading this.. )Always kena bullied by us. Poor Pushpa! Guess she'll be more busy now that Jemie's gone!
Helen, The emotional lady who trigger tears in everyone. Sobz. Sobz. She have cool curls okay!

Jemie! What a glutton! Ya caught on Camera!

Our dearest soft Caroline!CHucks! ChUcKs! or Chucky? A RnB lover, just like me! Eugene, The Potential Bachelor who wished for a sponsership for his wedding last Christmas in 2007. 

One of our male Case Managers, Leon who name me as "Santa Clara". (Be thankful that i didn't bombard you with ratins this week man!) and that's our Dr Marcus! The smoker in our gang! wahahaha! (He has another baby coming up! Congras' boy! p.s- Pray hard it's a girl!) [From Left to Right]
That's Dr Swapna (in white) and Dr Thresea Lee (The one in spects) 

The forever bubbly Jemie and me! Future Financial Planner seh!
Sexy mama Dorean and me!=)
Missy Porsche and me! Whey, She the EXECUTIVE DIRECTOR of the Silver Ribbon Project (Singapore) don't play play ar..