Decisions

Well, I've a few pieces of good news for myself that I would like to share with you guys. Despite what I'm going through now, I'm glad there are surprises in my life as well!

I submitted my application as a New Face Model at Quest, which is one of the few recognized modelling agencies in AMIP Singapore. No doubt I'm shortlisted, I guess I'll just give a try. Even though I'm NOT pretty. But I think what they are looking for is... "the height" yups. SHORTIES, PLEASE DO GET ENVY that I'M TALL! ( ahem nutties!). okays la. I'm being a bad egg here!

Secondly, I've just submitted my application for Ms Seventeen 2006. AGAIN! Just try try la even though I'm 18 okays? Last year's winner is pretty okays! And she is currently under contract with looque models (another one of those few agencies recognized under AMIP Singapore. MTV VJs , May and Choy also from there okays!) The contract was one of the prizes for winning Miss Seventeen 2005. I wonder what is there install for 2006. hmmm.. *thinks*

Thirdly, Seventeen Magazine called me today just A MINUTE BEFORE MY PRESENTATION! I must say, it was such a good way to start off my presentation. Here is what happened.

SR: Hello? Is this Ms Clara?

Me: ohh... Yes speaking.

SR: Hi, This is ****** from Seventeen Magazine. Seventeen will be organising a feedback session for some Seventeen readers. I just want to check whether you can make it. It will be on the 2nd week of July. Date, Time and Venue are yet to be confirmed. The venue should be around town area. If you are able to make it, we'll give you a callback for confirmation.

WHAT A RARE OPPORTUNITY!

Me: (In a state of shock) Ohh.. sure. Not a problem. I'll be there. Just let me know the details.

SR: Alright, just wanna confirm, Is your handphone number... 98******?

Me: Yes. It is.

SR: May I ask, are you a Seventeen Subscriber?

Me: err.. nope.

SR: Huh? And we always get your details! Alright, sure, I'll give you a callback soon!

Me: (Interrupts) Sorry, May I know where do you get the details from?

SR: ohh.. we got the details from all the promos. Cause we do keep a track of these. (Started to explain as though as she did something wrong)

Me: (Laughs) Ohh.. okays. I see. Alright then, I'll wait for ya call. Thanks! Bye!

SR: Bye

SR:- Seventeen Representative

Wahh! If I give Seventeen good comments, WILL I GET A YEAR FREE OF SEVENTEEN MAGAZINES?!?!?! wahahahahahhahaa!!! evil thoughts! Man!

I'm trying my luck in calling in to 987 YOUNG.. see whether there's luck! =)

Before I leave for my RJ, Quiz and Evaluation. Not forgetting, the call from my other whole, I'll leave with 2 poems that I wrote when I was at my secret location near my home.

Feelings

Dance through my sorrows,
In deep content of my blood I prayed,
For a better day in return

Feelings come and go,
Feelings grow and fade,
Those were evaporated,
What were left is history

Slice through my skin,
It's my love you loot,
It's my heart you gorged out,
It's my feelings you swept

Pin my misery down,
But darkness grow more inside,
For now it's all gone.

written @ 5.39pm

Lost

Search for me in the crowd,
You'll never find my tears,
Sorrows sink deep in,
For these were hidden

You filled my life with contradictions,
We move on,
But some things remained unchanged,
We search for perfection and the best,
But do these ever come by?

Whenever I think of you,
Tears are what I feel,
Love weakens a person,
But determination strengthens a person

What are we left to say?
For our lives remains untouched,
What is worth us living?
For the person whom you love?
or
For the person who loves you?

written @ 5.51pm

To my regular readers, I know it have been a long time since I wrote. Pardon me if I lost my touch! =) It's just the feeling to write again.

Alright, one more thing before I go... TOMORROW is Cognitive Problem Solving! My favourite module! err.. mah, this is not the thing I wanna say... I wanna say...........

GERMANY IS PLAYING TOMORROW!

wahahahhahahahaha!!!! till den.... *muacks* people!

scratched @ 8.42pm

SUPERMAN!

I just got back from the GALA premier of superman! (THANKS MS SITI!) I'm so dead freaking tired. And I must say... it's a good movie!
My movie premier tickets!Why must you look all so sleepy?


ya la.... that's me after the movie. look a lil' teary right? tsk tsk


ultimatebiitch's ratings: 4/5
Well, though I almost fell asleep at the start of the movie (Daddy Dickson had to wake me up). The entire movie is like 2 hours to 2 1/2 hours long! AND, if you are interested in catching the movie, remember my tip (if you are a girl): BRING LOADS OF FUCKING TISSUES! t girls cries easily... Arrrr..... good.. then u can comfort her. And guys, this is a good opportunity for you to bring girls that you have a crush on and especially if that girl cries easily. good opportunity for guys to comfort them!!
For a hard rock for me to actually cry, it's something. (Someone practically laughed at me for crying!) It's just sad la. The sad romantic story between Louis and Superman. Aiyo, AND I love superman's BLUE EYES! AND to think that SUPERMAN HAD A............ okays. I guess I'll shut my mouth. Information overload especially to those who wanna catch the movie! The last 5 to 10 minutes were amazing. My eyes were flooded! If they prolong that part, I guess everyone will be swimming in the cinema! (AND having myself drowned in my own tears! CAUSE I CAN'T SWIM! Kim, Siti, it's already an OPEN SECRET!)

SLEEPING TIME!!! BASIC SCIENCE TML!

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lalalalala!!!

I PROMISE my sentosa trip is in the midst of construction. sorry nutties! AND I'm waiting for my turn to present! Err.... I can't wait for tonight!

THE GALA PREMIER OF SUPERMAN RETURNS!

scratched @ 3.18pm

errr.... how true are these?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind.People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

What Do People Envy About You?

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs. In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

Who Were You In High School?

You Have A Type A Personality

You are hyper, energetic, and always on the moodYou tend to succeed at everything you attemptAnd if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top! You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for funAs long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interestedYou have the perfect personality for business and atheltic success

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Are 60% Selfish

You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved.But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it!

How Selfish Are You?

How true ar? alright! I'm gonna get ready! I'm going ooouttttt! Daddy Dickson here I come!

scratched @ 1.48pm

failure!

I fail as a blogger! fuck. My sentosa trip is still pending! FUCK. when will i update it?

why must world cup be now!?!?


scratched @ 1.22pm

4 million smiles!

Alright, I missed out loads of things here. One of them is the 4 million smiles campaign! OMG! I was with LiJie at Orchard Road on my holidays when we were spotted... This is the outcome after our photo is being taken!

If you can't figure what they wrote in the email, It's "Clara Liew Yan Sin".... so dotx.
Alright, the yellow box.. I know it' small, soooo.....
This is a better close up! Can u believe it? The photographer thought we are sisters. Do we look like sisters? errmmms *thinks*

Then, I got an itchy backside! wahahahahaha! I tried submitting me and daddy's picture... and........ ker-ching.... you have it!

See the yellow box again? wahahaha! and.. here's the close up!

lalalala... nice right? i'm loving it...

loads happening.. give me more time to blog! I'm soooooo screwed! =)

scratched at 12.22pm

errr... errr..

i suddenly feel like i've soooo much to blog. but yet, i feel soooo LAZY. Whatever it is, I'll blog all at one go okays? On monday maybe. I'll be staying over Daddy Dickson's place on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Till then, I'll take a HUGE BREAK!

scratched @1.15am

HIGHEST FEVER I EVER HAVE

"Since when this bitch watch soccer?" MY BITCH asked another bitch of mine..

My answer?

"hey hey hey, soccer is not only about 23 guys chasing after a small ball.. but it's about looking out for CUTE GUYS!"



and here, I present to you some eligible bachelors...

Profile:

Name: Michael Ballack

Nicknames: Balle, Kleine Kaiser

Birthdate: 26th September 1976

Birthplace: Gorlitz

Height and weight: 189 cm, 80 kg

Position: Midfielder

Club: Chelsea

Marital status: girlfriend Simone, sons Louis(16th August 2001), Emilio(19th September 2002) and Jordi (17th March 2005)

Man! What a sad thing!!! So hot, so cute, most importantly, NOT MARRIED! RICH SOMEMORE! ahyo, but got 3 kids already. PLUS A GIRLFRIEND! Ya la! His girlfriend and Stella have something I don't have which I wish I have. HUGE BOOBS babey! I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM! He's number 13 somemore! MY FAV. NUMBER! SOMEMORE GERMANY'S CAPTAIN! argh! He's born in 1976. That makes him.. 30 this year? can la! I don't mind being the little girl beside him! I CAN WEAR HEELS WHEN I'M WITH HIM!

*Slutly thoughts*

Next on the roll... ... ... ... ...

KAKA!

Name: Kaká

Birthdate: 22nd April 1982

Birthplace: Brasília, Brazil

Height and weight: 183 cm, 73kg

Position: Midfielder

Club: Chelsea

Next... ... ... SPAIN'S CAPTAIN!!! Iker Casillas

Position: Goalkeeper

Height: 1.82m

Weight: 78kg

Birthdate: 20th May 1981

Birthplace: Madrid, Spain

Club:Real Madrid

AND... Fernando Torres

Position: Striker

Height: 1.55m

Weight: 78kg

Birthdate: 20th March 1984

Birthplace: Madrid, Spain

Club: Atletico Madrid

WAH LAU. I need to get ready for my Germany's match okays? I have half an hour to prepare cause my darling, MICHAEL BALLACK IS PLAYING! MORE HOTTIES AFTER THE MATCH! Only 4. GOT 6 MORE!

HIGH FEVER!

5 mins to Brazil's match!!! DID I SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE SOCCER NOW? wahahahahahahahaha!!!! I'm slacking with the World Cup at my auntie's place, indulging with more ice cream and more snacks! ALRIGHT... START ALREADY! update later!

before I go.....

THE WORLD CUP DOES WONDERS TO A PERSON WHO DON'T REALLY LIKE SOCCER! +++++++ I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THAT I'M FATTER NOW!

wahahahahahaha!!!

Alright man! I'm waiting for my HOMEMADE pizza to be ready before my match starts in like 15 mins? Alright. I've got nothing to do, soooo.. let me blog something fascinating? Let's talk about this (as shown below)

For Privacy reasons, I choose not to reveal who I actually chat with la. But It's just too funny! She looks like one of those desperate housewives man! But please, I've seen more people worst than this! AT LEAST my aka-liao sista (as what Oswind always says) has the boobs to flaunt it off. But I find that area SEXY! TURN ON BABEY! *muacks*

Alright, I'm killing time! My pizza is ready and it's 5 more mins to Italy VS Ghana's match!

P.S: I'm getting fat after all that eating!

happening and MORE HAPPENING!

Alright! I'm all set for BLOGGING! yeah babey! I had a terrific sunday, a fantastic monday! a wonderful tuesday AND AN EXCLUSIVE WEDNESDAY! (04/06/06 - 07/06/06) wtf man! wahahahahhahahaha!!! On Sunday, I went to daddy's house, cook, wash, sweep, mop just like how a typical housewife will serve her hubby and his friend (Dong) and then.... we had... FACIALS! omg! I came down from daddy's room with my face covered with facial mask.

Then, daddy saw. And he was like " what?!?! what happen to my wife's face?scary ar!"
And then, he asked Dong " wanna do facial?"
Dong was like.. "ALRIGHT!"

hahahas... and here... i present to you... E FACIAL GANG! wahahahaha!!!


Clean & Clear Deep Action Cleansing Mask!
"Come Come, I put for you..""Nooo... I can handle it!""Eh.. WE GUYS can handle it!"
White Pandas?
Our CLEAN and CLEAR FACES! (Any money for free advertisement?)

I guess this was the only thing that stand out on Sunday.

AND this pointer have to be added to the list : Daddy did his FIRST facial, so... I'm the FIRST GIRL that sees him with facial! =)

On Monday, I woke up and went over to daddy's house. Accompanied Dong for a while. Went to put on make up ( I know la.. si bei act cute)





and got ready for a glamourous night! What was it? The preview of "The Omen"! I took part in a contest and I won a pair of tickets to watch it! The great thing is that you get to watch the movie before anyone else but not about THE FREE THING! hahas. I met up with Aisyah and I was late! Err.. not excuses but a REASON! One stupid motorcycle was on fire at TPE, so, I've to wait and wait and wait! It practically jammed the whole fucking TPE! what the hell?!?! okays... I'm digressing.. Met up with Aisyah, and we went to her collegue's furneral. Poor woman passed away out of a sudden due to asthma attack! We went to compasspoint's Bits and Pieces to buy earrings!
I'll never miss a chance to cam whore man!
We had discount due to the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! I feel that we do not need it 25% off? Like so cheapo already then give more discount? Buy also so pai sei! We then realised that we were late when we reached bugis. We panicked and decided to take a cab. We flag a cab at the cross junction and surprisingly, the taxi driver stopped and let us in! OMG! How lucky is that! And the driver only charged us $2.00 for the ride!!! He claims that it's too near from Bugis MRT to shaw house. I agreed but it will take up more time if we were to walk there. I double checked with the driver again whether he minds cause the starting amount on the meter is $2.40. And he claims that it is okay.We got off the cab and went to claim our tickets. Oh my! The packaging is soooo GORGEOUS! Take a look!




We then bought popcorns! The queue was freaking long! Our movie was at Prince 1 AND I must say that THE THREATRE IS FUCKING HUGE! First time la! Cannot blame! Sua Ku mah! wtf! A kind old man helped us find our seats cause we could not find them! Threatre too huge! OMG! Still got good service sia! We took our seats and started talking. AND (this is the interesting part!) There's a guy who sat beside Aisyah, he said "I'm here to catch a movie can you please keep quiet?" OMG! wtf! We were not that noisy and he look like a fucking nerd. He think he watch the movie preview he very "sat" ar? ALL WEIRD! I became so pissed off. I started eating popcorn loudly, sipping my drinking loudly, started farting, and screaming as loud as I can during the scary parts and started laughing as loud as I can when certain parts of the movie was funny! As rude as I seem to be, and if it leaves a bad impression, do you think I care? I'm just pissed off! WHATEVER. The movie was okays. I'll give it 3 out of 5 stars. After the movie, Aisyah and I walked to the mrt station. Alright, the weirdest thing is that we went down the damn escalator. We walked through the underground tunnel and came out from the other end. We took the escalator up and we came to realise that we were at the oher side of the road! WTF! AND i swear i SAW THE SIGNBOARD which says, " this way to bugis mrt station -------->" with the arrow down somemore! WTF! IT WAS SO FREAKY! I told Aisyah that we should go back there again when it's daytime! fuck! freaky freaky! freakyyy! We took a cab back from Ang Mo Kio Mrt Station. I reached home about 12.15am! man! It was really tiring!

I went to Daddy's house on Tuesday. Chill and relax. REST DAY...

Go Daddy's house also MUST MAKE UP! What to do? I must maintain my tip top condition! =)

then there comes WEDNESDAY! W15F outing! SENTOSA! PLUS SPECIAL GUEST... DONG! I tell you I'm suffering from a bad sunburn and I can't seem to carry my bag properly. We went to sentosa for swimming and more saboing! LOLs. Check out the pictures! tired sia!

Wandi and Wei LunXyndee and Chu Yun!Asyraf and Wan.Shawn and the act cute Wei LunWah lau Jenny and Diana, all same pattern!The Beach Babes!Han Ying and Lucinda!The LOVE BIRDS! **a-hem**Aisyah and ShahirahLai Lai Lai, collecting money for World Cup, Toto and 4D!OH MY GOD JENNY! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?Our (Jenny and Mine) CreationOut from the sand! OUT!WATER WATER WATER!errr... cantik a not? hahasWhey! Auntie go market ar?

DUN ASK WHY I NEVER WEAR BIKINI! =P

AND I FINALLY get to rest yesterday. I went over to daddy's house again and we cooked dinner together. It was cool! Daddy baked the fish, Dong and I did the rest! Dinner was good!

AND here I am outside Kim's clinical lab typing this. The reason why I am here : A FUCKING CHAO CHEE BYE BUTCH finding trouble with my Bitch. Story UP NEXT once I'm done with my mission! =)

scratched @ 2.32pm (9 Jun 06)

*** Man! I FINALLY got this entry DONE! So irritating! There's something wrong stupid blogger! =)

re-scratched @1.36am