Tuesday, February 27, 2007

LIFE IS MORE THAN JUST SURVIVAL!!!

So sickening la!!! I got many many many rants now okay!!! Many bitch fits. Terence is having bitch fits with me too!!!

Well, I just like re-schedule my freaking schedule can!!!

And I realised that I am freaking packed with stuff!!!

wait. I must take dinner first ar!

okay. BACK!




I am now like watching Nelly Furtado's Say It Right. My hand is like itching la. I wanna cut like... this woman.

I got the sudden itch to cut like this can!!! My previous hairstyle.. with layered banks:

I know la!!! Look like so small girl. When I went to buy a pack of cigarettes with the bloody hairstyle last year, the shop keeper will be like:


xiao jie, i/c please...


And I will be like thinking, " WTF?!?!?! I WANNA BUY ALSO CANNOT..."


But then now, even if I look like a small kid, it's okay. BECAUSE I AM 18 AND ABOVE! (:


I am still thinking whether I wanna cut my banks. WAH LAU!


Neways, I am like so tied down with many stuff! Sorry baby. ):


Let's see what I can expect from myself from this week onwards:

-Driving
Yes. I am taking my driving license. I just registered like today. =)


-Work
Yes. I am working at Inland Revenue Authority of Singapore. I just went for the interview like today. I am in the Foreigners and Clearance Department. It's like so cool! And I get paid $6.50 an hour. I am a HAPPY WOMAN la. Office Hours somemore and I do not need to work on weekends! This means that I can do my projects! Thank god that it doesn't clash with my projects!


- Projects (edPilokee)
Yes. This damn Thailand Project is still in the process.

- 3 shows to put up next month. (On the 10th, 18th and the 24th)

-28th of Feb to 2nd of March is the edPilokee Chalet.
AND... IT'S NOT LIKE CHALET!!! more like WORK WORK AND MORE WORK.


- 3rd of March
SIF presentation, and I will be doing the presentation... with the rest of the edPilokee team members sitting down and watching me present. How great is that la! SUPER STRESS CAN! But.. I will do my best. I know I can do it! I know I CAN! [Licious Licious... SAY IT WITH ME!!!] and the best thing is that... I have to go over before 10am can! WHILE THE REST CAN REACH AT 10AM SHARP!!! WTF!!!

Dry Run at Pasir Ris Library for Ms Felicia. ARGHS!
AFTER THAT... FAMILY DINNER AT UNCLE WILLY'S PLACE. Terence is coming along I hope.


AND... Now that Ridwan is out of town... (I think he is coming back from Vietnam today.) it gets more and more sickening can?! I am glad I have Sabita and Terence to help me out and support me all the way. If not, I would have break down and my engine will like get spoil can! AND I hope that Ridwan do not need to deal with any politics now that he is back.


I AM GETTING PISSED AND IRRITATED WITH HOW THINGS ARE GOING FOR THE PROJECTS. I SERIOUSLY DO NOT CARE IF ANYONE FROM THE TEAM IS READING THIS. ARGHS!!!


First and foremost, You guys think so easy ar?! One by one all DON'T WANT TO COME FOR MEETINGS. Got SO MANY DAMN BLOODY EXCUSES. I am sick that I do not want to continue this damn project can?! Blame it on me being not determined or whatsoever. NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL UNTIL YOU GUYS ARE IN MY POSITION. And to think that I am very happy when I finally clinched the other 2 libraries today. The feeling was undescrible. I remembered jumping up and down, screaming in front of Terence telling him that I got the other 2 time slots. WAH LAU! YOU ALL THINK NOT STRESSFUL AR? That poor boy had to run up and down, here and there, with me to get the bloody time slots can?! I WENT PERSONALLY TO BISHAN, AND SENGKANG LIBRARY. ON CHINESE NEW YEAR SOMEMORE! And for godsake, I AM NOT GETTING PAID. And if any fucking ATTENTION SEEKERS say that I am finding trouble and stuff, I AM CLAIMING CREDIT blah blah blah... I DO NOT NEED TO DO SO... COS' CE POINTS OUT. fuck la. I do not need the CE POINTS LA! WHAT BENEFIT I GET?! I HAVE TO LOOK AFTER MY PROJECT 2 ALSO WHAT!!! I will just fucking hell finish this project and...


I SWEAR THAT I WILL FUCKING HELL FUCK OFF FROM ALL YOUR LIFES LA!


no more smses about meetings, no more emails about meetings. Script all that do not need to do ar?! I fucking hell give ppl to be in charged of certain things... AND... it's has been pushed here and there. AND END UP... those who are supposed to work with you had to ASK ME WHAT TO DO?!


WHAT THE FUCK?!?! You think you fucking hell owned me with all your stuff ar?! I do not need to brag about things that I do and I do not need to LEARN HOW TO DO SOMETHING to socialise with people. DAMN! So proud of your achievements right, DAMN IT LA! GO BE LIKE ME ALSO. CARVED ALL YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS ON YOUR HAND (like how I carved TER on my hand) AND... I DO NOT NEED TO BE SOOOOOO DAMN GOD PRETENTIOUS!!! chee bye!!! FUCKING CHEE BYE UNDERSTAND?! WHAT IS PRETENTIOUS?! It is... making an exaggerated outward show. GET IT?! (omg... I so realised that I can't stop using CAPS) I am soooooo damn god pissed off right now.


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COOL DOWN BITCH!!!


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OKAYS! Let Ms Claralicious teach you how to get things done... ALL TALK, ALL PLAN, ALL EXECUTIONS. (: If any part of the process you fail, THEN, DON'T GIVE UP. I did not. It's not all about... ALL TALK, HALF PLANNINGS, NO ACTIONS, NO EXECUTIONS!!!


GOT IT?!


I TALK, GOT PLANS, GOT ACTIONS, GOT EXECUTIONS!!!


SCREW LA!


Where were you guys when I was doing sai kang work?! (picking shit up work) Some of you spending your holidays with your loved ones. Go out la. Here and there. I KNOW I DON'T ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS AND RATHER DO MY OWN WORK COS I GOT A DAMN SCREWED UP FAMILY CAN?! I am soooo damn god kind enough to help up can?! People fucking hell got flying the next day early in the morning also stayed with me at Bishan to hunt for a time slot for the show. And we were afraid that office hours are over, so we took a cab to Bishan. THEN DON'T NEED MONEY AR?! MONEY COME FROM WHERE?! DROP FROM THE SKY AR?! CAN CLAIM MEH?! If you ask why office hours... COS' all managers working in each library have rotating shifts. Every library we went... WE WERE PRACTICALLY LIKE HUNGRY GHOSTS HUNTING FOR FOOD CAN?! WE WERE BEGGING FOR FOOD! Damn stressful la. And do you guys even appreciate anything that we do? NO. If you complain that you cannot make it for meetings... NVM. You bloody hell tell me you wanna resign from the role and stuff and pass it to someone else. You tell me you busy... I NOT BUSY AR?! YOU THINK I WEAR MY UNDERWEAR PANTIES OUTSIDE AR?!


If anyone in the team ask me who am I referring to?! I AM REFERING TO PEOPLE I DO NOT LIKE NOW! COS' THEY MAKE ME FEEL SCREWED UP AND PISSED OFF!!!


And if Ridwan happen to see this post, so be it. See also nvm. I JUST SPEAK MY MIND!!!


-i need my pop pop machine. ):

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Chinese New Year!!!

After so many days of NOT BLOGGING...

FINALLY, I can sit down in front of my lappy, and resume my blogging!!! =)

The setting of my house for Chinese New Year...






I know la! Look sooooo traditional right?! Can't help it la. Mummy Leng Leng refused to get those cute stuff for CNY. SHE PREFERS TRADITIONAL STUFF.

My NEW GREEN bookshelf in my room. Yes. Terence actually fixed that before CNY. hmmm... what else can he NOT DO in my house? *thinks*
Any finally some pictures on the 13th of Feb 2007.

The both emcees for the 1st ever Silver Ribbon (Singapore) Charity Concert.

I know we look like small kids in the picture below. (The baby versions of Terence & Clara can!)


The BIG BIG stage!!!

And for pre-valentine's day, we went to Crystal Jade (after the event) to gorge ourselves!!! =) The pictures below... are actually what happened when Terence got his new Aviation Headset.

CAMWHORE!!!

*ROARS*






I know I suck at photoshop la! Can't help it!!!
And....

On Chinese New Year's Eve...

BAO HONGBAOS!!!

I got MANY MANY MANY MONEY.

And that bitch, jovanna was the first person that came over, (cos' new year's eve was over at my place, had the entire extended family over.)




Looking at the picture makes me feel horrible! =( miss him la!

And... my nails on Chinese New Year...


And... the cam-whoring...

CONTINUES!!!





Wonder who that woman (in the above pic) is?! Jovanna's mother, Jessie who is err.. the twins' godma.

Alright, the last pic for CNY's eve.


On the 1st day of CNY,

Cheryl mei mei and IClifton didi and I...

And.. here's the horrible threesome that give leng leng LOADS OF TROUBLE!!! TRIPLE TROUBLE!
Rose and I la!
Like father and son can?! Funny la this picture.
At my grandma's house...

The kid beside me is my closest cuzzie since young!!! He shares the same birthday with me!

And in the evening, we went over to Aunt Chris' place at Pasir Ris... Notice my curls?! =)

From left to right: Cheryl, Claralicious, Auntie Joanna(Xiao Gu) & Cuzzie Sherlaine

On the 2nd day of CNY, we went over to Simon's place...
And on the 3rd day...

FINALLY!!!!

I GET TO SEE MR TERENCE NG!!!! arghs!!!

After 3 solid days of separation...

I FINALLY GET TO SEE HIM.

That silly boy went to buy my fav. chueh kueh can?!?!!?!? SO TOUCHING LA!!! As usual, he woke me up...


He came over to pai nian... and we went to Xiao Gu's place. =) First ever boyfriend to meet my extended family can!!! =)

CAMWHORE FIRST.


And... my FAVOURITE PHOTO (ABOVE)

FUCKING NICE CAN!!!!

Check this out, we saw this in Xiao Gu's place...

And I just got back from Terence's place. Went to bai nian and meet his extended family. =)

Till then...

I'll update soon.. meanwhile... he's on the phone.