thoughts.

"Life is full of ups and downs."

After stopping training for 3 years, I've always thought that Fencing was a mistake.

After submitting my equipment list, I have always thought that I made a mistake.

I just do not know why I have such a feeling. Maybe it's because I am afraid.

However,
It's simply amazing how someone's excitement can influence your thoughts.

It's simply amazing that you are convinced, but then not convinced in the end.

It's simply amazing how you can pick yourself up so quickly yet fall at that very moment.

Is it just an affection, a long lost feeling, a dream or rather, a passion that NEVER DIES?

-I hate swirling myself in circles. Or maybe I am not even motivated at all.