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I resign to fate for TRYING things that are not meant to be MINE!

As always, I treasure my Birthday as always. But it seems like this coming birthday would be the very same as how I had for the past 17 years.

No love ones. No family.

GREAT.

It is just meant to be. Cause I just lost 2 loved ones in my life.

As much as it hurts like fuck. hahas. I'm STILL LIVING TILL I CAN'T.

jinx. that is what i am. And i'm in no wrong about that.

scratched @ 1.52am