more than love. more than many loves. (:

When love doesn't seem to exist anymore. Something more than love. I can't find the right word. this is what happens when more than love comes into the picture: After hearing about what happened above, that sweetie rushed down and give me a BIG HUG in the morning. And yes, he FINALLY got his airport pass. (:So, what happens when 2 people who are in love with each other, go mad? Below shows it all.

On Terence (PROUDLY WRITTEN BY: LIEW YAN JIN CLARA) :

"NO WAXING! MY BABY SAYS IT'S SEXY!"

And the contract of love written on skin.

On Clara (PROUDLY WRITTEN BY: NG SHENG WEI TERENCE):

The above is for ME ONLY! (:

Despite me promising him forever, marriage still seem so far away. I am not a "NG" yet! (:Well, today was rather cool, Baby came over to see me! (: And Kim came over in the afternoon cos' everyone was not at home. And we had some threesome shit! ( Threesome... NOT THAT THREESOME LA!)

As you can see, apparently, they were fighting over whoever got me first or rather who QUEUED for me first. And they just have to split me apart with my poor stuffed up nose. Yes, I had a bad nose today! Till now la!And then Cheryl just had to take a photo of my kong bah belly la! 17 days of cultivation in Thailand lor! A sign that I gotta slim down. But wait! CANNOT LA! Chinese New Year coming leh! I cannot refrain myself from the homemade PINEAPPLE TARTS( which my mummy and I made, and yes, I gave two bottles to Baby's family. Apparently, his mum and dad were singing praises!) and my FAVOURITE BAH KWA!!!

I am getting all hungry now!!! ARGHS! Hang on, I shall go and hunt for some snacks. hmm...

Ok... I am muching on some Peanut Crackers. Some childhood snacks.

Well, I was so grouchy today. And baby decided to make me happy by making an encore telecast of Pilokee's make up session!

All these stuff are expensive investments! Not some cheap stuff that some people think it is. errr... I get them cheap cos' I know where to get them but all of them DON'T come cheap. Can most teenage kid get a guerlain foundation at 60 bucks?! No right? That explains why I am sooooo LICIOUS.The make up session had to stop as Mummy called us out for dinner. WASTED! But... then, it's okay. I can still take a good look at the photo of Terence with make up @ Pilokee! (: Anyone wanna see it? An unreleased photo! (: Wonder whether that was the reason why he attracted ba-pos! hahas.

And when everyone was not at home, I turned my house into a club. We all had Johnny Walker Black Label. hmm... that stupid boyfriend was drinking on the rocks all the way.

And yes, apart from drinking, he forced sentences out of me which were incompleted phrases I said. This is what ALWAYS happened:

He threatens me first, and if I still don't spill it out...He will tickle me. And yes, I will then spill it out. WHY DO HE ALWAYS WIN?And yes, Kim WAS HIGH. Her face was red. WHY? Cos' when I sent Baby downstairs to wait for his parents to fetch him, she went to drink from my glass and my glass contained more concentation of alcohol. And when she drank it, she went "WAH!!!" hahas. That made her high. LICIOUS LICIOUS LICIOUS. tsk tsk tsk. Must seek for Claralicious' advice before you do anything okays?!

Speaking about advices... hmm... I got some stuff comments over some stuff... I see... *frowns*

APPARENTLY, some people said that I am a fucking angel in front of my mum and that my mum doesn't know what I am doing behind her back. hmmm... I see... People see me smoking, see me kissing my ex-boyfriend... see me this and that... SO? Is that a problem? Please tell me that YOU NEVER TOUCH CIGARETTES. And yes, if you must know, I AM ALREADY 18!

AND YES, PLEASE TELL ME THAT YOU NEVER KISS OR HUG YOUR GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND IN PUBLIC BEFORE. Wah!!! SUDDENLY, I JUST REALISED THAT...

I AM THE ONLY PERSON THAT KISSES AND HUGS MY BF IN PUBLIC.

hmm... maybe...

When I see a couple hugging and kissing (which is also known as INAPPROPIATE BEHAVIOUR to you) tomorrow, I will do this:

Clara: Excuse me, please stay put here. I have Aunty Agony coming to lecture you about your inappropiate behaviour.

Picks up the phone and start dialing x number.

Clara: Hello, IS THIS AUNTY AGONY?! I just spotted a couple whom behaved exactly like how I did with my ex-bf, I shall pass the phone to the couple and you'll have a good talk with them okay?

While, as what I expected, the couple will most probably expostulate you with the CLASSIC sentence.

MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS!!!

Maybe, I really do need a boyfriend who has a car so that I can hug and kiss privately in the car yet in public. Get it?! hahahahahahas!!! But then again, I do not need a guy with a car, I can hug and kiss my baby in the plane while hovering the blue skies!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!!

AND... for your information, I do not need to hide things from my mum. Cos', I communicate with her and I know that she loves me no matter what. And, she knows what I am doing.

And besides, I am going through a GROWING STAGE. At least, I know that I have basic table manners, basic manners in socialising with NEW people, basic manners in MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS: I DO NOT GO AROUND GOSSIPING ABOUT THIS AND THAT. (:

Even though I know some stuff, I just KEEP QUIET. Just sit down and watch NICE SHOW. I do not need to spread the news to the whole world.

And for now, I shall spend the last few minutes muching on my favourite topshells (which mummy is making now!) and fried noodles which my god-father bought for me and my mummy!!! (: Then, I shall have my beauty sleep and wake up tomorrow to meet Baby in Tampines.

- When I love you more each day...