fucked up!

As I said, Ive so many issues I would like to touch on. Issues that have been affecting my life in a way or so.

• Desperate guys
• My confession to daddy Dickson
• My blog

• Desperate guys

Let’s start of with despos, Im not who I was. I cant blame guys for taking my number cause I do not have the "Im attached" sign above my head. But I know for sure certain guys are so damn fucking irritating that they still insist and persist for my number even though they were told that I’m attached. FUCK IT! Pathetic faggots! I know la. I’m soooo pretty. Readers, you guys can puke and laugh with mockery. But, for all I know, AT LEAST, I know, I look lookable and I’m blessed with a fucking good height. People used to say Ive got nice eyes. (From daddy Dickson and Ruyun!) There were two ladies who were sitting outside MOS burger and commented that Ive got nice legs. I know la. So sexy right? No matter how I look, as pretty as SOME guys think I am. Im sorry, Im not some kind of fucking bitch you think you can fuck around with. Neither am I someone you think that I’m so cheap that I give other guy's my number. AND to fucking hell think that I’m fucking dishonest to my dearest daddy that I love solely. This was what happened at seletar bus stop 1 to 2 weeks back.

Steven: Hi, xiao jie (lady), I’m Steven and I would like to make friends with you.
Clara: ohh.. hi..
Steven: Where are you going now?
Clara: home
Steven: where do you stay?
Clara: Don't know
Steven: Do you mind making friends with me?
I looked at him, and said,
Clara: no. I've a boyfriend.
Steven: My handphone number is, 9………
I looked at him again.
Steven: call me la. My hp number is 9………
And I thought, good, you are dead, once I get your number, and then I’ll give daddy Dickson your number and screw you upside down.

And he left. Fuck.

And last Sunday! That fucking guy msged me. And when daddy Dickson talked to him, he claims that I'm dishonest towards my boyfriend!

What the fuck?!?!?! Kan ni na bei chao chee bye!! chao lan jiao!!!

What's your fucking problem.?!?!?! Chee bye! You are just fucking jealous of my daddy cause you can't find a beauty like me?

I'm still heated over what he said. I am dishonest?!?! If I am, I would not have tried calling daddy Dickson went you first approached me. Daddy was just too busy that he could not answer his phone.

He said that I was dishonest?

What the fuck?!?!?!?!

Number 1: Don't try to break me and daddy up! Cause it will never happen! -he may be angry but he knows it's not my fault and he knows that I love him.


Number 2: Don't get numbers from a girl who is attached.

AND I've another scenario. Yesterday, this guy call Max messaged me in Friendster. Here is the message.

From:
Max
Date:
Date/Time: 5/28/2006 4:06 am

Subject:
hi
Message:
hiMessage: Hi.my name is max would like to makefriend withu .I am a nice ,low temper and,look young andnice guyI stay north wish tomake friend with u..if no mind u can sms me98574300 or call me ok? if not ok we still canmessage through there or..my emailmaxchin123@yahoo.com thank

And this is what I received just a minute ago.

From:
IvAN
Date/Time: 5/29/2006 2:03 am


Subject:
InTrODuCe
Message:
HelLo Care To INTrOduCe. mY nAMe iS iVaN AndTiS yR 18. DO yU hAVe MsN MEssEnGer. iF yuHAVe CaN i HAve YuR EmaiL AdDreSs And iFpOSSiBlE Can i HAVe YUr Hp NUmBEr iF yuHAVe Hp. ThANk YoU :)

!@#$%$#@#$%$#@#$%@ WHAT THE FUCK?!?!

Are these guys blind or what? Cannot see my friendster's status is "married"? I know, they are definitely blind.

MARRIED

What the fuck?!?! Want to find girls, go else where to find. I’m not some kind of idiot or slut you can approach anytime you like!

And in the future, see whether the girl is attached a not before you fucking approach her.

• My confession to Daddy Dickson

I know I've appeared to be very unreasonable and sensitive nowadays. I'm terribly sorry. As what I have always told you. I'm afraid. Afraid of falling deeper. Maybe it's the past mistake you made that I've become like this and that you have to pay for it. However, as much as I've changed, from bad to worst, all I can say I that I've never love someone as much I love you before. And I've never love you this much in this entire relationship. Maybe it's just time I need to curb my temper. Give me some time.

• My blog

I've been having a lot of anonymous taggers at my tag board. Since you guy(s) love the attention soooo much. I shall honour you with the privilege. As I always emphasized, my blog is all about my free expression. If there's anything I could do for these taggers to shut their fucking gap. I'll. If you guys think that you have something nice or not nice to say, just go ahead. But for fucking nuts, dun fucking start a bloody war here. If you think that you cannot entertain yourself, I suggest you to go watch some fucking pornography. Cause you guys are stepping on my nerves. Just don't let me catch who you are. Really… don’t let me catch you…

scratched @ 11.18pm