- similar BGR problems I USED TO HAVE.
- my temper + my class, W15F
- supersumo
I guess these are the three main things I wanna talk about. I guess before we go there, let me upload some pictures me, Dong, Yu Pei and Daddy took last Sunday. It was indeed happenning! LOLs.
This is what happen at MOS Bugis,
He's yawning after all that shopping and walking!
Stop that retarded face! You are not scaring me but making my tummy ache!
Whey! u busybody! see what see?!
Stop scratching!
I'm soooooooooooooooooo IN LOVE!
lalalallalala!
sleep tight okays!
OUR COMPETITION!
GO GO GO!
*muacks* love ya >3
STOP SLEEPING FOR ONCE~
wahahahaha! my skeleton face!
I LOVE THIS PICTURE!
stop eyeing on my food!
nah... give u mum mum!
MORE CAM WHORING!
STOP GAYING!
IT'S MY TURN!
DUN MAKE ME LAUGH!
THERE YOU GO... why must make me laugh?
nice shot yu pei!
my husband!
At we took neoprints!
Well, Yu Pei say I never act cute but act INNOCENT! ya la! I know! I suck in acting cute la!
In the train....
They love monkey-ing around!
Why you suddenly appear sia? Go away! It's me and yu pei's photo!
This is the result of my face for making me angry!
STOP THAT LA! SPOILER!
OUR ZAI TUI! wahahahaha..... favouite!! >33
Pinch HIM HARD!
Alright, I've receive some complains that I've not blogging frequently. A million to my regular readers! ( Although no one reads this blog of mine... can't be compared to her- xiaxue huh?)
As stated above, there are 3 issues I wanna touch on, I guess this entry will be freaking long!
- BGR prob that everyone around me seems to be facing
First of all, I don't want to make myself sound like a love counsellor. But I just wanna shared what I used to experience before. I have a couple of friends who are going through this posessiveness in their boyfriend and they can't tolerate it any further. As much as you make him believe that you really love him a lot, he still seem to refrain you from your freedom giving you the feeling that he doesn't trust you. It's NOT trust. It's more like feeling gggrrrrrreeeeennnn! JEALOUSY! that's the word man! I know girls can't stand your own guy to be jealous. But it's really time we place ourselves in their shoes and think. WHY? Won't it be the same if they have girl-friends around them? I guess, time is all it takes.
One friend said that she envy me. She's envy for what I have. A perfect love life. I told her, "It's not bulid within a da, overnight, It took us a year. The route to almost perfection is never easy.."
- my temper + my class W15F
I feel that I get worked out very easily nowadays. I guess it's time that I get a hold of myself. I'm undergoing stress everyday. With MORE and MORE problems to solve and justified everyday. And with that kind of stress level. hahas. I DONT THINK I'LL DO WELL. Cause, I HAVE NOT PERFORM up to my potential. I guess the only faci that sees through my potential is Mr Ridwan. He said this, "But as you rightly pointed out, I still see you falling short of your potential. Show me your best, show me your committment (in terms of focus in all three meetings and ability to bring your team-mates into the picture.)" As I promised, I'll DO IT! and I'LL. Cause I won't want to disappoint myself with Bs and Cs. FUCK! Cs. I got my first D from the fucking Basic Science relief teacher. I guess I ought to have more self-discipline.
When I'm "hot", I'll get impatient, and I'll feel like screaming. For instance, I was doing my presentation yestrday and it was gotta do with the fucking laser pen. KAN NI NA BEI CHAO CHEE BYE! So many questions! so stress! and I almost blurt these words out.. " fuck, i think you guys still have an issue on this product. if you being the customer, and u feel that it is not safe. you can always don't buy. and today's problem is focused more on the brainstorming skills. not much on the product." but Ju was like, "Clara chill." that word "chill" simply snapped me back to reality. And I had a tough fight inside me asking myself to chill and relax . When we finished presenting, I was very buai song. Oswind was REALLY TALKING too much. And I was like "shut up!" and he told faci that it was a personal attack! And I was like.. "wtf?!?! fucking personal attack?!?!?!!?" kan ni na bei chao chee bye! what makes you fucking hell think that it's a personal attack? you DUN EVEN RESPECT THE GROUP WHO WAS PRESENTING! Maybe you can't take it when I was making fun of the "dance" and if you think i'm a fucking RACIST, I WOULD NOT HAVE A BF WHOSE MUM IS A SRI LANKAN! Shawn then asked him whether he is too despo for a fucking A. And I was like. that's a good shot! straigh gun shot at the face!
Whatever it is, I feel that I should have some control over my temper. and KEEP COOL! err.. AND to live up my potential, and also of a BITCH!!
Last but not least,
- supersumo
let me go smoke first.. i need a break before this. back. okays. let's continue,
Maybe, you had soe mis-conceptions with my previous entry or entires. That NEW close friend was not meant for you. It was for my new classmate. As you asked, "do you feel that we are drifting apart." and I said "no" and come to think about it. I still think the answer is no. Maybe you do feel it. I'm terribly sorry if you have to feel that way. I know, U have been helping me up A LOT for the past 1 year plus. I know you understand. Understand what is going in this family of mine. And I guess this is the only thing I've to set my mind on. I know that we seldom talk, seldom catch up. And I feel that I've been very selfish towards you. I understand your fear of me having new friends and fear that we'll go through the same cycle. Well, blame it on my poor time management. Things have been hectic since I started school. Too much time taken. Then again, thank you for stretching those extra miles for me. I promise i'll try to re-arrange everything once I've settle down in school (in showing my real potential). i promise.
Alright. time for me to start painting my nails, preparing for more cam-whoring! tml is sunday! modelling! yea man babey!
scratched @ 7.43pm
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