We can never stop changes. People change, Things change. Everything seems too subjective. Everything seems so complicated. Nothing seems so lack of judgements. It's too complicated that you can't seem to give a YES or NO answer, and you give an answer with a YES or NO with ifs.
In this ever accelerating world, people are careful with their words, there isn't any chance of being gullible, naive, ingenuous, or else, someone that you do not even know will zap you down. How can humans be that ruthless?! You can be that simple but yet complicated. People do not make things complicated. Greed, Ambitions, Wants, Principles are namely the few. In that sense, how do most people turn out this way? How did the world become: making use of one another? It's because of competition, about not being down in that low level, not being the last, just to keep up with this insidious and machiavellian world we are in, the demands. Therefore, people change, mindsets change, everything changes. And then you suddenly realise you don't recognise yourself, and you ponder about all the innocence you once had, change then becomes a reality, and you comfort yourself that you do not have the time to ponder and just move on. Because you've changed and sacrifices have been made to where you are up there. But everynight, you look into the mirror and asked yourself, "Is this me?". 90% of the time, you brush the thought aside. So, what is exactly bugging you?
If I could, I rather retire early, resign from this part of earth. Live the life of simplicity in any villiage. Get the pure taste of satisfaction, for I know it would be a fulfillment in life.
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thus the qn to ask is..
"would I rather be like one of them? sacrificing too much of myself, my identity, my core beliefs etc? OR... would I quit and be different?"..
I chose the latter.. As Eleanor Roosevelt said, "No one can make you feel small except yourself"..
The world is yours for the making!!
GOOD MORNING!!.. :))
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