Deceived

I won't see you tonight Part 1 by Avenged Sevenfold

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,I cared for and most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.

Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.

-This is one song that I will listen and cry with, as the sounds dance on the surface of the my headphones

I am living in a nightmare full of sorrows
Please do not deceive me
And I dont wanna ask much
Give me a sign
Instead of those sweet nothings
I am sick of it
Don't forget me when I'm gone
Will I really leave?
I did everything I could
I hurt myself by loving you

I hate it when you cared
I hate it when you said you love and miss me
I hate it when I am around
Cause it pains me in everyway
When I fall deeper day by day

-I know all these happenings can't be right at all. I know that I am stuck in the dream. Let me just savour this moment, this dream.