woebegone

When a man loves a woman
Can't keep his mind on nothing else
He'll trade the world
For the good thing he's found
If she's bad he can't see it
She can do no wrong
Turn his back on his best friend
If he put her down
When a man loves a woman
Spend his very last dime
Tryin' to hold on to what he needs
He'd give up all his comfort
Sleep out in the rain
If she said that's the way it ought to be
Well, this man loves a woman
I gave you everything I had
Tryin' to hold on to your precious love
Baby, please don't treat me bad
When a man loves a woman
Down deep in his soul
She can bring him such misery
If she plays him for a fool
He's the last one to know
Lovin' eyes can't ever see
When a man loves a woman
He can do no wrong
He can never own some other girl
Yes when a man loves a woman
I know exactly how he feels
'Cause baby, baby, baby, you're my world
When a man loves a woman.....

This is the song i've been listening to. Percy Sledge's When A Man Loves A Woman.

Well, some things are meant to stay this way. As much as it seems that my love life is going sooo smoothly, I can't help it but start having wild thoughts now.

THEY ARE ALL BACK NOW...

So many questions that are to myself are yet to be answered.

Maybe what Siti said was right that faithful night. Will I just withdraw? Will I?

I still can't figure out.

Will things change? Will history repeat itself? Will the future still be the same as we expect? Am I afraid? Will I change? Will you change? Will I still see what I'm seeing now?

Yups, I know I can't help it. I know. I worry too much. It's just basically one reason. I love him too much.

Every second that he is not with me, my heart bleds, my head spins, I stare unknowingly in front of the laptop and tear.

I feel and I know I'll be the ONE back in Sept 2005. The one who is inexorable, anesthetized, comatosed and most importantly,

NUMB

Ever ask why? Well, that's because I want to be prepared for the worst, so that if it meant to happen, I will be prepared, and just move on and tell myself, "It's okays". Bottomline, the impact would not be that hard. (:

Dickson's Sun Conjunct Clara's Moon:

You are naturally attracted to each other and felt a rapport, a "click" when you met for the first time. You instinctively understand the other on deep, subconscious levels and may feel protective toward one another.

Clara's Sun Sextile Dickson's Mercury:

You listen to each other, hear what the other is saying and understand one another. You encourage each others' self-expression because you enjoy one another's ideas.

Dickson's Sun Square Clara's Venus:

Because your egos need to be loved, but because you are unable to express it directly, you can do so through gifts, praise and compliments and, in essence, "buy" each other's love. This is a too-much-of-a-good-thing aspect as it tends to overdo and overindulge out of a need for love.

Clara's Sun Conjunct Dickson's Mars:

There is a powerful attraction between the two of you. You feel very strongly about each other and about yourselves when you are together. This is a "me first" aspect. You bring out the competitive side in one another. This can manifest as a strong sexual tension and excitement between you.

Clara's Sun Sextile Dickson's Saturn:

You have a mutual respect and trust for each other. You take each other seriously and act maturely together. You each assume your responsibilities in the relationship without any sense of burden or restriction.

Clara's Sun Square Dickson's Uranus:

You trigger each other's rebellion and self-will. Sparks fly the minute either of you feels restricted. You bring out the unexpected and eccentric in the other. This is not a boring relationship.

Dickson's Sun Sextile Clara's Neptune:

You inspire each other to be your highest and best, to see the good in every situation, and to go for your dreams. You each feel that the other is special and that you are blessed to be together. You have a spiritual bond with each other.

Clara's Sun Square Dickson's Neptune:

You each seem too good to be true to the other. You do not see each other clearly because you want to believe the dream rather than reality. You can put the other in a bubble on a pedestal to be worshipped and adored. This can leave you open to deception and disappointment.

Dickson's Sun Conjunct Clara's Pluto:

Yours is a very powerful bond in which both of you want to be in control This is based on the belief that control equals survival. This makes you both very intense and gives an all-or-nothing tone to the relationship. You want to be in control of yourselves and each other. In truth, you are controlled by the need to be in control. Your psychic attunement with each other is very strong.

Dickson's Sun Trine Clara's N. Node:

Your creative energies combine well and assist you to both express your highest and best.

Clara's Sun Sextile Dickson's Asc.:

You get along well and give each other room to express yourselves

This is a wonderful indicator of a long-lasting relationship and it will help to bring more stability, dedication and maturity to you both. You will find that together your life becomes more secure as you put your focus will on responsibilities and practical issues. This is sure to forge a very strong bond between you which will help you form a peaceful and content relationship rather than one based on jet-setting or living high on the hog. Be careful that after a period of time you do not take each other for granted even though yours is a very comfortable relationship.Your relationship will enable you to learn a great deal about yourselves. You will probably prefer peace and quiet to any other form of lifestyle. There will not be much experimentation and digging deeper into your psyches here and you will be more reserved in the way you express your feelings for each other. Even though people may see you as somewhat cool, calm and collected toward each other, they will not understand that you do not need constant verbal reassurances to remind you of what you already feel on a very deep level.In time you will find that when the chips are down and the going gets tough, that you can always count on each other, because loyalty, friendship and reliability are positive and nurturing aspects of your life together. When it comes to the hum-drum art of daily living, taking care of work and the responsibilities you have to each other, this is the energy you want to see you through. And you have it!

Well, how true? (: I wonder whether I should be laughing or crying.

If you are reading this, have some thought yeah? (:

To HIM:

Thanks for today. I appreciate it. If you did cared, you wouldn't fault what I told you on THAT TUESDAY NIGHT. (:

Apparently, I yet to complete some admin stuff for my poly forum. Please do come down and support H5N1! The event will be held this Friday and Saturday.

Friday's event

Venue: Bishan Library, Programme Zone, Level 2

Time: 2pm

Saturday's event

Venue: Sengkang Library, Children's activity room

Time: 12.30pm

Aim: To create awareness to young children about Obesity, which is yet to be considered as a Global Health Threat by WHO.

Audience for the event: Children aged between 7 to 12 years old. (Bring down your sis and bros if you have one!)

IT IS FREE!

It's already the 6th. It's just 9 more days to MY DAY!

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