When RED turns BLUE.
With all that's happening, it is already blue. I do not fear anymore.
With all that's happening around me, I just feel that I am starting to hate my life even more. I will learn how to zip my mouth up. Cos' I am not surprise about things that's gonna happen or had already happen. I do not need someone to preach me about what I did. Don't you realise that what I did is mainly because of you? I need someone who can support me, someone who will be there without being asked to. I am already numb. I am in not in a good shape.
If only I didn't see what I didn't want to see. If only I didn't experience what I didn't want to experience. If only I had do things the right way right from the start. I suddenly feel that the things she said was right. And the words, phrases, sentences she said are still hurting so badly.
-My wish will not come true right from the start of my first breathe of this world cos' it's just fate.
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hmm..
"she said".. Hmmm...
Anyway, I dont think u are numb coz the fact that you are blogging about it, means that you are somewhat still afected by it.. I mean, if you truly are numb as you said, then what was said should not even be part of this entry.. Get wat I mean?
Being numb means being unaffected.. And being unaffected means moving on easily without qualms, without turning back etc..
I think its okay to express your emotions coz dats what humans do..
*chillz*
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