I will be waiting for the end. Will this really end? When will it come to an end?
If it ends, it is a start of a new beginning.
I just realised that I received my retribution. The exact month and dates that I used to hurt a person, the person that I hurt so much, Nicholas. hahas. If he is happens to read this... please do be glad that this is happening to me. You know why? Cos' I know you hate me. (: But maybe not that much now yeah?
I think I am getting all emotional at things that are happening in my life.
nvm. Whatever it is, I know I have great friends around me.
MY NEW WALLPAPER! (:
As you can see,Girlfriend and Chun Hwee cut their hair.
I then decided to cam-whore with Chun Hwee and Girlfriend before I go and cut my hair.
Before I cut my hair.. it looked soooooo
Heavy!
And after I cut... 
And do you guys realise of my huge nose? yea. it became bigger after not sleeping the night before and.. after nights of tearing PLUS haze? lols!
As you can see.. my fringe is shorter, hair is LIGHTER and it has MORE LAYERS! I simply love it! But then ar... the stupid girl took 20-25 MINUTES TO CUT MY HAIR. And to think I didn't sleep the night before, I was knocking myself to sleep! It's such a blessing that I DID NOT DROOL!
AND... NO MORE SPLITENDS! (:
3 of us... cam-whoring in macs! (:
Well, wanna know what is happening? Wanna know how am I feeling?
I AM FEELING ALL FED UP AND PISSED OFF and not forgetting... when I have this two emotions together... I'll get...
BITCHY
KAN NI NA BEI CHAO CHEE BYE! I TELL YOU GUYS... I SI BEI HOT AR!!!!
KAN NI NA BU EH...
Apparently, most people know that I AM SINGLE. So... what does being SINGLE MEAN?
From from THE SOURCES that I GATHERED...
From Dictionary.com 
and Wikipedia: 
If I anyone think that I am fabricating the sources, there is a link to the words "dictionary" and "wikipedia". Now you know what is the meaning of being single?
I AM A SINGLE WOMAN UNDERSTAND?!
I walked out on him. He is out of my life. As much as we agree to be friends. HE IS DOING MORE THAN A FRIEND DOES.
He calls me, and asks me "where are you? with who?" And when I told him I AM OUTSIDE and I AM WITH MY FRIENDS.
He will ask the same stuff again.
And when I tell you what I am doing. For example, "ohh.. I am drinking with my friends."
What is your reaction? What will you do?
And the next thing I know, you will be meeting MY FRIENDS and start threatening (Oops! typo error)TALKING to them.
Yes. To think that you have change. Or rather SAID THAT YOU WERE A CHANGED MAN. If you want the whole world to know about your blog. I'll help you to advertise it HERE! Cos' obviously, I have more people viewing my blog compared your blog. AND.. yes.. IF YOU WERE A CHANGED MAN... Oh yes, I admit that you WERE CHANGED. Yes Yes Yes, I played a part in changing you in the past. BUT LOOK AT NOW. You changed even more. You seem to be a DESPERATE! The reason why I am backing off from you know it that, you don't seem to have control of yourself. I don't listen to what YOU SAID. But I choose to SEE YOUR ACTIONS. And I guess my judgement is no wrong.
Pertaining towards your post dated on the 27th October 2006:
I guess you didn't know what you were doing. And I guess you are just out here in runing me? hahas. No worries. The whole world can know what is going on and YES! Everyone will take pity on you. But those people who see things in both ways like me, wil actually ask, WHAT TRIGGER ALL THESE? hahas. YES. Excuses of your IMF blah blah blah... But you know what? I am as busy as you are. You just do not know what I am going through blah blah blah. I DO NOT NEED A ELDER BROTHER IN A RELATIONSHIP. But I need someone who dote on me. YES! Everyone can see how much you love me. Fetch me of school. blah blah blah. Carry me on your back and walk across the field. If everyone is gonna place the blame on me...
FUCK IT!
I don't give a shit. Cos' things will just wear off. I am tired of running this marathon and I need a break from everything. Yes. "we made mistakes in life but it never too late to correct it.." and yes, IF I AM THE MISTAKE, so be it. I am fine with my life NOW. I am loving my life.
And your msg back dated on the 31st of October 2006:
"I am not doing this for revenge though it looks like one but I am doing this because this is the only way to make you fall, make you come to my senses. You hate me now but deep in you heart, you will see the truth.. And no matter how hurtful you are feeling I will walk beside you and you won't be alone"
I FUCKING HELL DO NOT NEED YOU TO HELP ME FALL. Ever heard of unnatural death and natural death? Same concept here. UNNATURAL FALL and NATURAL FALL. And come on, COME TO MY SENSES?!?! I DO NOT NEED YOUR FUCKING HELP. Just deal with it BOY. You can't accept the fact that I AM WHO I AM NOW. You cant accept the change. You can't accept the fact that I AM MOVING ON. You can't accept the fact that I am ABLE TO LEAVE YOU. AGAIN, You can't accept the fact that I DO NOT LOVE YOU ANYMORE. Just admit it, as much as you said that you care for me... blah blah blah... The underlying statement is that... : YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS THAN I AM ENJOYING MY LIFE WITH SOOOO MANY GUY FRIENDS. And why?!?! THEY ARE GUYS!
You wanna be MY FRIEND. Just be la. But you are no one to CONTROL my life. I choose the path I want to take. NO ONE can stop me. Just do me a favour by stepping aside la. And yes remember this saying.. " Na De Qi, Fang De Xia" In a relationship basis, it means, when you have the courage to love the person, when you have the courage to get into a relationship with the person, when it's time for you to let go, be graceful and step aside. If you wanna settle things with me... SETTLE WITH ME. DON'T GET ANY OTHER PERSON INVLOVED!
FUCK OFF!
And yes, remember my pretty face! (:
-I snipped my blood vessels last night. Just to see how much I bled
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