Friday, July 14, 2006

MY 15th month Anniversary

As much as I complained that I hate Daddy.

I celebrated yesterday well!

I was screaming and shouting over the phone when I was talking to Ms Siti yesterday evening I was so mad with LOADS of things.

mad mad and mad...

But no matter how mad a girl can be with her guy, she still loves him right?

I took a cab from home to pick daddy up from selarang camp and we made our way to White Sands.

Daddy promised to bring me for dinner for our anniversary. And I was thinking, "what can we eat? mac? food court?"

hahas. how mean can I be?

And to my surprise, he brought me to Swensens'. Damn! I simply love him!

It's been a long time since we had this man!






To my surprise, I THOUGHT the service was fucking good... cause... the food came like less than 5 mins after we ordered it? But then... when it comes to the dessert...!!!!

FUCK SHIT! I'M PAYING A FUCKING 10% FOR YOUR FUCKING SERVICE CHARGE! AND WE WAITED FOR THE DESSERT FOR LIKE 15 MINS?!?!?! JUST DESSERT...

Sooo... my cam-whore partner came in action!


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Thursday, July 13, 2006

One Bad Girl

One Bad Girl?

I'm a BAD girl.

I skipped school todays. Cause I THOUGHT Daddy was taking a half day off.

I am still indulging in my Bua Kwa.

I am still thinking of Michael Ballack.

I laughed at Poor JU who fell when we finished smoking yesterday.

I promised some people to quit smoking and I yet to do it.

I am losing my cool in... ... ...

EVERYTHING

I'm listsening to some emotional songs right now and I cried when I went to search about some things.

YES. THIS.


http://www.fcbayern.t-com.de/en/news/news/2006/08044.php?fcb_sid=18f5557473c403ef45ef098ea7b261de

And I don't understand why this is happening to me. It's scary.

I don't want to be like that. I only hurt daddy. But I dont understand why I'm so obssessed with him.

Whatever it is, daddy promised me that he's gonna be Ballack's fan. So, we'll not fight or quarrell about Ballack anymore

err.. I suddenly feel like I'm a small kid.

WHATEVER~

The only thing that keep me laughing is Ju's accident.

hahas.

I came back home very early yesterday. Lost my temper at Daddy again. I feel so bad. and he didn't say anything but sorry. I feel like the opposite. In the past, He used to be like me and I used to be like him now. Now, It feels like our souls switched. He giving in to me like he have never done before.

And I know that he really cherish and treasure me.

I feel so guilty.

really. I do.

And whenever I'm mad and angry, I will tell him this, " You go away, just SHUT UP!, GO AWAY! I hate you!"

Which fella would actually tolerate these much everyday when ever I'm mad. I can swear upon my dead body that none of my ex boyfriends can tolerate these. AND i know I've NEVER been like that. AND i know I'm NOT like that.

LOVE?

what is that? that word seem so foreign to me. sooo... foreign...

AND i know what we both share is something I call more than love which I've never experience before.

With this,
Happy 15th Month Anniversary baby! *muacks*



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Monday, July 10, 2006

Is it over?

Hopes and dreams crashed AND build.

So am I safe to say that the world cup is over?

I'm soo sad...

France lost. Germany got 3rd. Italy won the world cup.

At times, I wonder,

Is it true that they will win because they wanted soften the scandal?

Well, some thought there. For now, world cup is gone, What's next?

English Premier League I think. and who?

I dont know. I feel sooo down. Very down.

Am I crazy? or am I just sad that the fever is gone?

Looking through pictures of ballack crying aches me.

Am I really that crazY?

*THINKS*

Whatever it is, I'm feeling sooo dead,

I feel lost after world cup!



*sobs*



I wish daddy is here with me in class.

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my 3rd placing!

ohh man.. I barely slept for 3 hours and I'm here blogging. I'm just got back from my aunty's place. And I'm still in the celebration mood of course! But, a little disappointment still strikes within.

I just finish editing the pictues I wanna put up too! And I'm all set for this man! Well, I had loads of fun yesterday morning and afternoon.

I met up with the poly forum people. I realised I'm touching on diabetes. I forsee loads of work in the future! hahas. The people were super funny and friendly! AND. I know that I can relate to them.

After that, I went to meet my Daddy and Dong. We went walking and circling in town! Can you believe it? They followed me window shopping! GOSH!

If Ballack follow me,

1st: We'll be stalked!

2nd: There will be a huge headline.

"Germany's captain, Ballack seeing Singaporean chick"

and a few days later, it would be....

"Germany's Captain fighting custody of with ex-girlfriend"

wahahahahahhahahaha!!!! STUPID BITCH! DREAM!

3rd: I can buy whatever I want! DON'T NEED TO GO WINDOW SHOPPING!

nahs. Not that Daddy is poor, He is well- off this month compared to other months. For now that I'm broke, he's supporting me. How pathetic can I be? I can't even top up my ez-link card and he have to do that for me.

FUCK! I hate that feeling of being broke!

That's why I wanna marry a rich guy... like... hehehehehehe... =)

Daddy wanted to buy clothes for me. AND I was like... NO! Dont want him to spend money. I better be careful in case Ballack see this!

Maybe Ashlee's nick to ask W15F to bring something with a video recording function is because ballack and podolski will be coming to school on Monday! *twist*

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahas.

Alrights. DIGRESSION! Thanks to Ms Siti that I'm becoming like that. She ought to give me the "Welcome to the club" handshake.

WHATEVER~

Daddy requested us to make a trip to paragon. And I know....

our usual place whenever we are there..


We went rounding and I started throwing my temper again! Just because he wanted to leave early. FUCK IT LA. He want to see me. Yes. We went out. And then he wanted to leave early for the airport to see his mum off to the airport and I do not wish to go home and he wanted to send me home. I was so fucking pissed. So just fuck it.

But... BUT... BUUUTTT....

He was freaking patient even I keep talking about ballack and whenever I got crazy when I see Ballack's posters in town.



I was so pissed too.. why? because... my lens broke and I wore it for like only 2 weeks and less than 14 days. And daddy was like. relax okays? daddy buy a new pair for you. wahahahaha... so sweet!

He said he was going to the airport to see his mum off.. yups. And I took Ballack's private Jet to germany. And.. I SAW HIM!And Im this tall if I stand beside him. My lover boy stands at 1.89cm! I can wear heels also leh!


And speaking about him makes that little stir of disappointment grow.

My darling! He didn't play for this morning's match! aiyo! sickening! Poor boy. He is suffering from his injury. I went to Germany in his private jet. He didnt know. I was sitting opposite him at the fan's area. And I asked the photographer to take some pictures and pictures below are in the courtesy of FIFA WORLD CUP 2006.

Ricardo... looked... so... idiotic! man! " I can't see the ball! Help!"

And to think about it, Bastian Schweinsteiger scored 2 goals. And I must say that the last goal for germany was B-E-A-U-TIFUL! WHAT A GOAL MAN! And Oliver Kahn! OMG! That man is just superb! Good catch! Cristiano Ronaldo can go..... back to Portugal to....

FUCK SPIDERS!

yeah. All his shots were saved by Kahn! We all can say bye bye to Kahn and Figo. We won't see them playing in the international stage!

Klinsmann is good man! He said this...

"The way Bastian Schweinsteiger turned the whole game with those three shots is the kind of amazing thing that can only happen in football. After the match, Franz Beckenbauer came up to me and said, 'You have to carry on'. I told him, 'We'll see'. As a young coach, it really is special to receive praise from greats of the game like Beckenbauer, Eusebio and Luiz Felipe Scolari. "

Read more here:

http://fifaworldcup.yahoo.com/06/en/060708/6/8ova.html

Man! I really hope that he will carry on as Germany's coach! It's just so sad if he leave! He helped Germany a lot man!

Whatever it is, I feel that the world cup ended well. Suprises were taken and given. Things come and go. But in the end, Germany still got their 3rd placing. For now, it's France.

And after France, it will be CHELSEA!

I have a wide grin on my face. CAN YOU SEE IT? =)

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