For Claralicious! (:

Yes!!! I AM SOOOOOO HAPPY AND I AM SMILING!!!! (:

For You:

You know, you cute and nasty little thing?! hahas.

Don't be silly okay? The cards are all laid on the table.

When one is given a choice, choose the one that benefits you the most and make sure you will never regret. When you're given a choice, make the decision for yourself, not for anyone else. I guess I know what is going through your mind. Shhh.. You do not need to voice out.

To allow you to have that better life, to fulfill the career you have in mind, not only career, but your passion. Remember what I told you when I gave you the watch?


And you promised never ever to give up flying. So no matter what happens, you cannot give it up right? No matter if I am with you or I am not, you cannot give up flying. Cos' you promised to fly my honeymoon plane no matter who I am with remember?

And don't bother asking, I will definitely be fine. No worries cos' I believe we are both mature enough to handle things. (:

It's painful but yes, I am willing to back off ((:

-The entire saga was long over. All I know is that no words can describe how much I love you.

MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE

"I have always been and will always be RANDOM.I am a super nice girl if you must know, however, as all my close friends always advice the NEW people i meet, "Don't step on Ms Claralicious' tail... if not.." Yes, and as they say, I can be rather mean. VERY MEAN AND BITCHY!"

This is my NEW UPDATED FRIENDSTER PROFILE. PLEASE COMMENT!

-Don't ask. I'm feeling VERY BITCHY RIGHT NOW.

GUCCI

When I say GUCCI. What does that mean?!

It means GUCCI lah!

I was looking at the latest series of GUCCI bags with Leng Leng and she told me the pricing and the "names "of them(If you ever wonder, Leng works in the GUCCI Boutique! And she always gets to touch the NEW SEASONS of those GUCCI stuff! And NO, I do not hate her for that! How I wish that she owns the GUCCI Boutique can!). Oh My God! If I am freaking Paris Hilton or Lindsay Lohan or Britney Spears, I will lay my hands on GUCCI bags. I will even buy those bags so that they can accompany me in the bathtub! I DON'T CARE! Leng and I were talking about Singaporeans carrying GUCCI stuff and I was complaining how common GUCCI seems to be right now. It was like THAT PASSING PHRASE of LV, which I swear I so hated it! Cos' so many people were carrying LV! Including those xiao ah lians and xiao ah bengs! They were carrying FAKE LV can! Leng said that though GUCCI bags are like sooo common right now, what Singaporeans only know how to carry the BASIC DESIGNS aka THE CLASSICS. You always see people carrying those Fabric ones. Like this:

Wah Lau! You see so many people carrying this kinda of design lah! What I would like to carry in the future would be... *ahem*

Let Ms Claralicious present to you something I call the HIGHER END OF GUCCI!!!

The Spring Summer Collection: Clutch Bag It cost up to 2K. This freaking gorgeous evening bag is killing me! I am soooo loving it can! ((: There it is!!! One of my dream bags! It's a "positano" medium tote with two detachable double straps and the inside of the bag consists of one zip pocket and a handphone pocket. It is actually made up of platinum leather with beige/ white printed silk scarf and light gold hardware. It's freaking nice can! The bag above cost about 3k

Next is the Camel-Ostrish bag which cost 7k can! I do not fancy the above la! But it cost 7k! my goodness!

This bag is a "treasure" tote. Freaking nice right?!Leng said that this bag below cost 4k! AND I GOT MY EYES ON THIS! VERY VERY NICE LA!Well, she said that it's a "positano" medium tote with two detachable double straps and the inside of the bag consists of one zip pocket and a handphone pocket. It made of copper python with brown/black printed silk scraf and light gold hardware!

I WANT I WANT I WANT THIS BAG!!!

And I didn't know that GUCCI carry BABY SHOES!!!

So cute right?!?!?! NEXT TIME, MY BABY(IES) WILL WEAR THESE!!!

*ROARS*

i want i want i want!!!

many wants!!!

((:

one word:

CRASH

FUCK FUCK FUCK

One last post for the night. I took a quiz from colourgenics. And this is what it said.

Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image. You need for those people in positions that matter to recognise your potential and to acknowledge you.You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life - those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong. This destructive attitude could come under the heading of 'a self fulfilling prophesy'. This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So now turn it about. As you 'think', so you are... So 'imagine' yourself successful. 'Pretend', 'act it out' and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.

AwWww... that's certainly NASTY! Yes! I know! I am a strong-headed person la! Can't help it! Plus... I can be really horrible at times. When I say it's my property... means...

IT'S MINE.

Please do, start trying something funny and I make sure I will skin you alive, rip your muscles and flesh apart from your bones, and then... I will make sure I will throw those pieces into the blender and blend then perfectly just fine! I will actually think how I wanna manage the rest. I know you are not reading this. But I BLOODY HELL SO WISH THAT YOU READ THIS POST CAN! Bloody slut! You bloody hell want your ex-bf back then you go around calling people intimate names. WHAT THE FUCK!

Please say la! Please say that I am darn insecure! Please say that I am darn god crazy. I don't care cos' I WANT THIS OUT OF MY BLOODY CHEST!

-I rather you rip my heart out. Cos at least I know you will be the first

HUNNNGGGRRRYYY!!!

I am so hungry for food la! I just woke up and I am super tired. Don't ever wonder why I am not in work?! I finish about 60 cases yesterday out of the 201 cases. And the upper level are like screaming and pushing me and Si Hui to finish those cases by the end of this week I think. Cos' they need to issue the forms for the Income Tax before 15th of April.

DARN!

It's getting tiring staring at the damn HUGE computer monitor for like from 8.30am to 6pm! That's like 8 and a half hours! And I so think other people who doesn't know me well enough will actually comment about me whining about work when I have one. I am not whining about the job. Every job you take up will bound to have stress INCLUDING PROSTITUTES okie! They need to ensure that their customers are sastified with them in order to get paid well. It's never about the job, it's about whether you are up for the challenge a not. Whether you are able to handle different situations well. Thank god edPilokee's Local Engagements are almost done and over with. I am only left with Project 2's paintings! And my damn HPB project for poly forum! Yea man! Don't ask! Poly Forum 2007 is starting soon and I am still stuck in Poly Forum 2006. It's not because I am slow. Let's place it in a nicer way. HPB seems to be interested in what we did. So, they are expanding the project WHICH IS KINDA HORRIBLE NOW! Just in case they SUE me for saying some stuff here, I will choose to keep mum about it la. But final conclusion to what I am seeing...

THEY EXPECT LOADS OF OUTPUTS BUT THEY ARE GIVING US LIMITED INPUTS.

So how now brown cow?! Work la! No choice. They are the boss now and tolerating shit is horrible.

• Terence and I will be meeting Haikel tomorrow to see how the project goes from here. (Back to RP!)
• We will be sourcing for our props today. (I hope!)
• We will be doing a report with regards to the edPilokee NLB engagement. (Maybe SIF as well)
• And I am working FULL SHIFT on Saturday.
• BBQ gathering on Friday! ( Yes, Mummy Leng Leng organised that. And she wanna see some people.. hmmm)

I just ka-poh some prawns to eat cos I am hungry and I ended up having itchy upper gums!

ARGGGGHHHHHHSSSS!!!

BAD DAY TODAY!

I pray hard that I am not allergic to Prawns! They are one of the best seafoods!!!

And yes, I see so many stuff happening around me, especially friends. hmm... Just like one of my friends, her boyfriend was two-timing her. Well, I guess it all comes down to the both parties in a relationship not the 3rd party. It always take 2 hands to clap. Why did one party seek for another person?! Most probably, it's because the other party in the relationship could not fufill his or her needs OR... the situation does not allow it to happen. So.. it's not only one party's fault. Pause, throw all your ego aside and think, reflect, why why why and why?!

Someone used to tell me, "The word If Only is one example of regrets"

If someone is able to regret means that person did the first step in identifying his or her mistake.

But if I did a mistake, I will get over it, and move on. No turn backs. (:

I have no freaking idea why the above all came up to me. I have always been RANDOM!

LUNCH TIME!!!

I am bored

I stepped into my house for like almost an hour or so ago and I have not washed up because I am waiting for Terence to reach home la. I know Terence, u can smell me from here, let me raise my pits...

*raise pits*

Nice smell right?

I have no idea why I did that. Maybe because I am just feeling so random?!

And please FYI: I do not have the habit of not bathing after I am back. It's just that I promised Terence that I would wait for him.

Next Thursday would be my last day in IRAS. Kinda miss some people that I crap with la! Ms Habina, Si Hui, Fir, Jerome, Silah and Chun Ming. Of course Edmund too.

Time really flies can?! And in 2 weeks time, I will be in school commercing on my 2nd year.

hmmm....

Come to think about it, I did not have New Year Resolutions this year. What about... having a new resolution for the new term?! Let's see... and I guess.. that's to...

REACH SCHOOL ON TIME!

Last semester, I have always been to school like super early can! I will meet Terence and Leonard in 168 early in the morning.

Speaking about public transport... hmmm....

I was in the train this morning(on the way to work) when I saw this guy reading a book. The first thing he did when he saw me was to look at me from head to toe! I mean... what's with him?! After a few stops, I realised that he was reading the same page and pointing at the same lines. AND... he kept catching a few glances of me. SO FUNNY!!! And when I looked at him, he gave me that i-am-super-shy look and then proceeded back to staring at his book.

I think, it's because of MY BANGS! Yea man! I am soooo darn proud of them.

And I realised that my bangs made me look shorter (when I stand beside SiHui cos' she's a freaking 1.72m can!) And if you ask, i am a proud 1.75m!

And if you are wondering whether that guy in the train is cute... Most girls will think that he is hot cos' of that ANG MOH FACE.BUT... HE IS NOT HOT.

You wanna know who's hot?!

The blogger of this post that you are reading from the blog is HOT.

hahahahahahahahas!!!

Baby reaching home soon! Gotta get ready to wash up and snuggle under my blankie! (: [Maybe I will hunt for food. ]

I AM HUNGRY!!!

*ROARS*

hmm...

YEA MAN BALLS!!!

WHAT THE FUCK CAN?! I spent fucking hell 2 hours to blog. Then! everything was gone because i press the wrong button WHAT THE FUCK CAN?!

And now. I wanna cut short in every single thing that I blog about.

The following pictures are Goldfish: Teddy and Charity.

THEY DIED!

DON'T ASK HOW. I AM PISSED!

NLB skit at Woodlands(And yes, I was Marcus' Mum) :

We got like the Gala Premier tickets of TMNT:
And I present to you.. :

THE BANGSTERS

Stupid Boyfriend went to take photos when I was in the salon. I know la! He wanted revenge for me taking photos of him in his PINK HAIR! *evil laughters*

At Sengkang Library. The LAST SHOW!

Terence was Marcus while I was the Narrator.

After the show, we went to Cafe Del Mar:

We drank a little from my Chivas.

He simply love having a flat nose. Maybe I should punch him one day.

At Cafe Del Mar:

Cafe Del Mar was disappointing I swear! Bad service la.

We took a monorail to Vivo City:

The card so like a an ez-link card can!
After that we went for supper at Clarke Quay. And we went to Club Momo. I covered everyone's entrance fee. Kim patted my shoulder in sympathy and I told her, "No worries, I am not rich. I will recover this money I spend from my pay in April. Money isn't the issue la. It's about having fun!"

Kim said that I looked drunk in the picture below:
which I so beg to differ la! The drinks were DILUTED including the tequila shots! ARGHS!
And lastly, I SO LOVE MY BANGS AGAIN!

Oh yes, speaking about my bangs... this is what happen last night:

I was in the 7-11 near Club Momo.

Me: Viceroy Menthol Light

Cashier: (stared at me and gave me the you-look-underage look) I/C?

AND... I IMMEDIATELY GAVE HER MY I/C. Darn! I sure look younger with those bangs! (:

Something I read in Her World in this month's issue:
There are 2 types of cheaters: The Physical Cheater & The Emotional Cheater

The Physical Cheater is someone that who has the inability to control his or her urge and goes scummbing into temptation at the spur of the moment.

The Emotional Cheater is someone who is unable to talk, share and connect to his or her partner.

Well, It's said that the Emotional Cheater is more dangerous because it means there's something missing in his or her existing relationship.

hmm...

-"where is my goodnight kiss"

p.s: do not ask why my blog entry is like that. cos' i am sooooo darn cheese off because blogger screw up on me!